Anyway, it's gotten me into a mood, where I want to hurt myself. Like a depressing mood and shit but then again it makes me feel better. It's confusing. Like I want to cut. But I won't.
I did end up digging myself with my nails. It went deep. I was upset, but it helped. I bandaged them up and shit which I never used to. But anyway, this was kind of a rant type thing, or a way to let off steam, if you want to give advise I'd appreciate it.
You should go talk to someone. I guarantee that it will make you feel better. You can even talk to me if you'd like. I know exactly what you are going through. (I wanted to cut a few hours ago...so I drove safety pins through my ears, and pierced them.)
Also, you are going to have to find a stronger coping method. There are millions of things out there to try, which I am sure you already know. Undepressing music, writing, drawing, running, etc, etc...
Just remember that things always get better in the end. :)