Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic why do i feel like this? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]Kealin 123[/m] at 4:45 pm on July 31, 2008[quote]i know it's probably part of me being a bit depressed... but sometimes i feel like i want to show all my feelings just to irritate and disturb people, like when i'm having a day where i have low self esteem and i act upset, i actually LIKE the negative reactions i get, i know it sounds really bad but when i'm insecure..i actually like to see people looking at me negativly and i actually want them to judge me just so they will feel bad about themselves later on. i think it's a revenge thing because i always feel so misunderstood all the time, i actually want to inflict guilt and i don't know why. how can i stop these mind games???[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Kealin 123 Posted at 4:45 pm on July 31, 2008 i know it's probably part of me being a bit depressed... but sometimes i feel like i want to show all my feelings just to irritate and disturb people, like when i'm having a day where i have low self esteem and i act upset, i actually LIKE the negative reactions i get, i know it sounds really bad but when i'm insecure..i actually like to see people looking at me negativly and i actually want them to judge me just so they will feel bad about themselves later on. i think it's a revenge thing because i always feel so misunderstood all the time, i actually want to inflict guilt and i don't know why. how can i stop these mind games???

Replies fizzle123 Posted at 4:52 pm on July 31, 2008 Its sort of attention seeking really because you wanto get a reaction out of people either to make them mad, sad or just to fuss over you? Go see a shrink! Littlestoxie Posted at 4:51 pm on July 31, 2008 I do this alot too. I find it funny when i make my mother mad at me. La Motta Posted at 4:46 pm on July 31, 2008 Is this kind of attention seeking? (I'm being serious) All 3 previous replies displayed.