Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Guess I never was suicidal Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]duesxmachina[/m] at 2:14 pm on Aug. 25, 2008[quote]i was 18. and im just prone to self hatred and it escalated. my friends weren't there cause i was afraid to tell them. should i of told them?[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post duesxmachina Posted at 2:06 pm on Aug. 25, 2008 i've tried an alternative treatment called neurofeeback, the good news is i might now be Bipolar. im just really depressed(which i could of told the doc) and nervous. it's called agitated depression mixed with adhd. it sounds weird but it'll help if i explain: you ever get depressed, but then forget why you were? but the feelings are still there? that's kind of it, but it's with every feeling, happy, angry, i forget why i felt it and it just stays floating in my head. when im REALLY down my brain doesn't slow down, it almost SPEEDS up and finds more reasons to be sad, forgets anything good, just bad. and it sucks trying to talk to people because i feel so alone with my thoughts, it's like when i tell someone "you don't know how i feel" i really mean it...i used to think i was a schizo but im not! i don't think i was suicidal because the doc gave me cymbalta instead of a placebo a placebo wouldn't of sent me over the edge. i wonder if i can sue him? i want to be with people and i want to do everything at once but i stop because i can't, i want to swim with everyone you know i want to be physical with girls but i feel fat, even though im not just have love handles. i can't control the things going on up there. how do you?

Replies duesxmachina Posted at 2:14 pm on Aug. 25, 2008 i was 18. and im just prone to self hatred and it escalated. my friends weren't there cause i was afraid to tell them. should i of told them? cherrys77 Posted at 2:11 pm on Aug. 25, 2008 I give myself lots of time to think about things before doing anything. MystiqueBeauty16 Posted at 2:08 pm on Aug. 25, 2008 Cymbalta hardly ever works on those under the age of 18. Doctors aren't supposed to prescribe that to patients, but I doubt you can really sue him. Maybe you are bi-polar, but that doesn't mean you were never suicidal. All 3 previous replies displayed.