Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic ive hit rock bottom Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]girl nex do0r[/m] at 5:45 pm on Aug. 26, 2008[quote]i trully hate who i am. i cant stand being me anymore. i want to kill myself but I dont want to end up in another hell. i dread going to school cuz i feel so akward and hated. ppl treat me like shit for no reason and i have no real friends. what am i going to do? im trully unwanted and i hate to wake up in the morning. im always sad and no one even notices me. i seriously hate everything about me! no one even cares . i cud disappear and no one would notice. i go 2 skl and ppl just stare at me and walk away. I wish i cud be anything but myself! plz help [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post girl nex do0r Posted at 5:45 pm on Aug. 26, 2008 i trully hate who i am. i cant stand being me anymore. i want to kill myself but I dont want to end up in another hell. i dread going to school cuz i feel so akward and hated. ppl treat me like shit for no reason and i have no real friends. what am i going to do? im trully unwanted and i hate to wake up in the morning. im always sad and no one even notices me. i seriously hate everything about me! no one even cares . i cud disappear and no one would notice. i go 2 skl and ppl just stare at me and walk away. I wish i cud be anything but myself! plz help

Replies Aliboo Posted at 5:57 pm on Aug. 26, 2008 You have to get comfortable with yourself. you cant change lives, and everyone has problems and things they have to overcome. Dont kill yourself. I wish I could do more than sit here and try to help, hug you or something. But its very clear to me that you have walls and barriers around you. Your holding yourself back and people are avoiding you. I would think it would be easy to find a hobby or some kind of interest you enjoy. even if its outside of school you can make some friends. smile at people as they walk by, even if you think its a lost cause, try. by kind to the people around you, they could suprise you. dont expect so little of them. People dont notice the unhappy people as much, human nature. you gotta come out of that shell, be a little loud. love yourself. you can do it talk to me if you need it :] loveletters Posted at 5:53 pm on Aug. 26, 2008 oh my. sometimes i feel the same.. like i just sit there and think, what am i anyway? but darling, dont worry. no matter what you are going through, it ALWAYS gets better in the end. if it isnt better, then it isnt the end. thats what i always say to myself. there is bound to be things you like about yourself? i know that you have good qualities. and those people.. they will look back one day and realise that what they did to you is wrong. who needs them people? i certainly wouldnt like to be near them. oh i just wish i could come over and give you a hug! i dont care if them people dont like you, i barely know you and theres something about you i like. thats bound to be worth something? i hope you feel better. Ju5tin Posted at 5:53 pm on Aug. 26, 2008 There will always be people who love you. And if you do decide to kill yourself, you WILL hurt their feelings, whether you believe that or not. You just gotta be strong. That's it. There are plenty of other people in the world with much worse problems than what you're facing, so just keep thinking that to yourself, and many of them actually live healthy, happy lives. Take me, for example. 2 of my friends died, my grandma is in a hospital with Alzheimer's, my grandpa isn't doing so well in the hospital either, I have a broken leg, and do you think I'm going to kill myself? No. In fact, I'm quite happy. And once school is over, you can get away from all the assholes that you face on a daily basis. Just be tough, and don't do anything drastic. There is always calm after the storm. YeahBoii Posted at 5:52 pm on Aug. 26, 2008 You can get live support and chat with somone on here: http://www.golivewire.com/forums/resources.cgi katzkitten Posted at 5:52 pm on Aug. 26, 2008 you havent hit rock bottom, Cos just when you think lifes shit and cant get any worse...it does so be prepared. But tbh i wouldnt worry. Ive noticed you right, so your not totaly invisable. and i know exactly how you feel, when you want to just die to stop it hurting but theres things you need to carry on for? Dont let others get you down, its your life right. Get a few close friends and stick by them no matter what and they'll do the same for you. You need to have a positive attitude, even if you feel like shit smile with your head up yea! Dont let them know there getting to you, get on with school, do as well as you can and show them. School only lasts 5 years right then its college or whatever? so live the days to the full, school rocks tbh no matter what, all you need is a few mates and some pretty good weekends dotted in and amongst... Good luck and chin up x All 5 previous replies displayed.