I met this kid on LW awhile back, and we were pretty good friends. I wont say whether it's a he or a she, but "it" or "they" is confusing, so I'll just say "he" to make things a little more simple.

The kid was going through a lot, and he was all suicidal, and had a lot of other problems I wont get into. I tried helping them through it all. Then I find out their account got banned. Ever since it's been haunting me. Sometimes I'd forget but it comes back every time, just getting worse and worse. I never caught his real name, so I can't look him up on MySpace or anything.

I figured I'd find out his email, or his friends email, then find some site they went to and see how much information I can get, then google their ass till I find them. I've thought about everything, and I don't know what to do. Every now and then I try something different, but it doesn't work. Honestly, anything that sounds like it might have the slightest chance of working I'm willing to try.

I've tried a buncha stuff and thought of dozens of other things to do. I'm not sure where I'm going with all this. This has just been haunting me so bad and I've been obsessing over it all and I don't know what else to do anymore. I don't even know what I want from you people. I guess advice or something.