Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Just wish the nightmares would stop. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]silverbullets[/m] at 1:15 am on Sep. 25, 2008[quote]try keeping a knife under your pillow to stab the bad dreams[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Ad libitum Posted at 1:08 am on Sep. 25, 2008 I'm always having these nightmares about bad past events, and I can't seem to leave them. Like, I'll see myself in it, and yet I can't detach myself from the problem. As though I'm sucked in to find out what would have happened if things had of changed (the ending is often different to that of real life). Yet, it never does, and then I feel sad in the morning when I wake up and am forced to remember that past event. I guess it's because I don't talk about past events (the bad ones anyway) in real life, and so my brain always has to play tricks on me, because I'm forever ''bottled'' up. It's the only way for me to be though without being rejected or betrayed. I don't trust people anymore, and so I can't talk to them. Have seen two counsellors in the past, and just found them patronising more than anything. I feel so messed up.

Replies The Oath Posted at 2:01 am on Sep. 25, 2008 You may have PTSD. Ad libitum Posted at 1:17 am on Sep. 25, 2008 Quote: from rozi k at 9:12 am on Sep. 25, 2008 aww i don't know how to make them stop but i hope you get better soon thanks. i have mild depression, but it must be getting worse than that hence the attempts :S silverbullets Posted at 1:15 am on Sep. 25, 2008 try keeping a knife under your pillow to stab the bad dreams rozi k Posted at 1:12 am on Sep. 25, 2008 aww i don't know how to make them stop but i hope you get better soon All 4 previous replies displayed.