Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I would rather have my ears cut off then more of this shit. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]duesxmachina[/m] at 4:22 pm on Sep. 26, 2008[quote]I have absolutely no motivation at all, i'm so depressed that i literally forgot why, and nervous too. but i think the worst part is, when i wake up i go "i still feel this way! today is going to suck, why the fuck am i allowed to live?" i get anxiety attacks for NO reason i can't tell you what they feel like, except it's like your walking a tightrope on the edge of sanity and insanity but your stuck there. I think that's probably why i've hurt myself purposely, because for the few minutes after i feel  [size=3][/size] CONNECTED. it's why i seem like a selfish asshole to others. i've graduated past the pity me stage into the please god, if you are there, either strike me dead now or HELP ME!! Thing is people are so used to me crying wolf i don't think they take me seriously. i mean i get mad at the weirdest times and in general feel things no one does, which is why i don't bother making new friends. why would you?! people aren't intelligent enough to grasp it. anyways i feel horribly alone, and so nervous for no reason! i feel like my brains be fucked! [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post duesxmachina Posted at 4:22 pm on Sep. 26, 2008 I have absolutely no motivation at all, i'm so depressed that i literally forgot why, and nervous too. but i think the worst part is, when i wake up i go "i still feel this way! today is going to suck, why the fuck am i allowed to live?" i get anxiety attacks for NO reason i can't tell you what they feel like, except it's like your walking a tightrope on the edge of sanity and insanity but your stuck there. I think that's probably why i've hurt myself purposely, because for the few minutes after i feel   CONNECTED. it's why i seem like a selfish asshole to others. i've graduated past the pity me stage into the please god, if you are there, either strike me dead now or HELP ME!! Thing is people are so used to me crying wolf i don't think they take me seriously. i mean i get mad at the weirdest times and in general feel things no one does, which is why i don't bother making new friends. why would you?! people aren't intelligent enough to grasp it. anyways i feel horribly alone, and so nervous for no reason! i feel like my brains be fucked!

Replies duesxmachina Posted at 4:36 pm on Sep. 26, 2008 Quote: from NoNoNora383 at 4:28 pm on Sep. 26, 2008 First of all, you need to do something about your anxiety attacks. Tell your parents about it, and go to a therapist. They can help you overcome them.   But in the short run, before you start to go, here's something you can do: Close your eyes and take deep breaths and imagine yourself somewhere--anywhere you feel safe, somewhere beautiful that you can picture in your mind. Put yourself in that place and breathe, until you feel calm again. Tell yourself that you will be fine. I think a lot of problems will go away when you can control your anxiety. As for people not taking you seriously, try to be more constant around people. Take their feelings into account before you speak. Think before you piss somebody off. Also, making new friends can help. Even the smallest thing can help you make friends--lend a pen to somebody in class, or comment on a book they're reading or the band on their T-Shirt. Friends can help, so not having them can be really difficult in times like you are going through. Change. Don't talk about wanting to change, but actually make an effort to change. Make yourself happier, even if it's false, and the feeling will come. thank you that has made the most sense out of anything ANYONE has said ALL freaking day! that must be why people are always on edge around me. i have such a hard time controlling myself, what i say, how i feel, i must be like a time bomb. im sitting alone in my room right now, and sort of feel like crying. i already miss people, i hate being by myself so much. and im so jealous everyone seems so motivated and happy. but sorry thanks! badunkadunk Posted at 4:33 pm on Sep. 26, 2008 That sucks!  I have A friend who suffers from anxiety, she went to the doctor and got on some meds and she says they have helped a lot. Maybe try that noraa Posted at 4:28 pm on Sep. 26, 2008 First of all, you need to do something about your anxiety attacks. Tell your parents about it, and go to a therapist. They can help you overcome them. But in the short run, before you start to go, here's something you can do: Close your eyes and take deep breaths and imagine yourself somewhere--anywhere you feel safe, somewhere beautiful that you can picture in your mind. Put yourself in that place and breathe, until you feel calm again. Tell yourself that you will be fine. I think a lot of problems will go away when you can control your anxiety. As for people not taking you seriously, try to be more constant around people. Take their feelings into account before you speak. Think before you piss somebody off. Also, making new friends can help. Even the smallest thing can help you make friends--lend a pen to somebody in class, or comment on a book they're reading or the band on their T-Shirt. Friends can help, so not having them can be really difficult in times like you are going through. Change. Don't talk about wanting to change, but actually make an effort to change. Make yourself happier, even if it's false, and the feeling will come. Aliboo Posted at 4:28 pm on Sep. 26, 2008 Try talking to someone close and thinking positively. consider seeing it counsoler thats what im doing All 4 previous replies displayed.