Mainly I think about, what if my Mum died, or one of my sisters, or My Dad or even my boyfreind. When I miss them, I cant just walk out into the loung room and say hey, or just call them up you know? Its like I'll never ever see, hug, touch, kiss, feel or talk to them again & it depresses me so much.
Then I think, well make the most of it while they are alive, and then the bad thoughts pop right back into my head, like, what does it matter how much fun you had with that person, because there dead now.
Is there any way that I can stop thinking like this?
as will u and me and everyone on this website we will all die dead gone forever
i hope u feel better ok