Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic It's funny cause Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]4irate[/m] at 11:01 am on Oct. 16, 2008[quote]I went through this year of my life where when I moved I never left my room and I cried like every hour and I used to have anxiety attacks almost every night and I never told anyone. I just lost hope and I just went through life hoping I would die tomorrow but never acting on it cause I knew then someone would know I was hurting and feel bad, worry, hate me or just act weird about me. I didn't even tell my best friends. Now one of my best friends is going through almost the same thing I was except she didn't move but our dad situation is the same and the way we feel was the same. Except she cuts and has been in and out of hospitals and has become somewhat of a whore. She was open and honest when she started feeling horrible unlike me, she still doesn't know about how I used to be. I think it's so weird how different she deals with it... Like is she just doing all that for attention? It's just confusing shes trying to kill herself instead of just waiting.. If she was open and honest RIGHT away is she trying to get people to act weird/get attention or did she actually want help? [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post 4irate Posted at 11:01 am on Oct. 16, 2008 I went through this year of my life where when I moved I never left my room and I cried like every hour and I used to have anxiety attacks almost every night and I never told anyone. I just lost hope and I just went through life hoping I would die tomorrow but never acting on it cause I knew then someone would know I was hurting and feel bad, worry, hate me or just act weird about me. I didn't even tell my best friends. Now one of my best friends is going through almost the same thing I was except she didn't move but our dad situation is the same and the way we feel was the same. Except she cuts and has been in and out of hospitals and has become somewhat of a whore. She was open and honest when she started feeling horrible unlike me, she still doesn't know about how I used to be. I think it's so weird how different she deals with it... Like is she just doing all that for attention? It's just confusing shes trying to kill herself instead of just waiting.. If she was open and honest RIGHT away is she trying to get people to act weird/get attention or did she actually want help?

Replies Catacomb Posted at 11:18 am on Oct. 16, 2008 your hostility only confirms my suspicions twerp Posted at 11:17 am on Oct. 16, 2008 im not sure depends on how you look at it 4irate Posted at 11:13 am on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from Catacomb at 11:12 am on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from 4irate at 9:04 pm on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from Catacomb at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 so just because you kept it all in your pain was genuine?    No. It wasn't and that wasn't my question.  I am asking if she has pain BUT WANTS PEOPLE TO HELP, OR IF SHE JUST WANTS PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND OR FEEL BAD. it wasnt your question but this is what you are disagreeing most with i can smell it Well get your nose checked. Fuck. Catacomb Posted at 11:12 am on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from 4irate at 9:04 pm on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from Catacomb at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 so just because you kept it all in your pain was genuine? No. It wasn't and that wasn't my question.   I am asking if she has pain BUT WANTS PEOPLE TO HELP, OR IF SHE JUST WANTS PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND OR FEEL BAD. it wasnt your question but this is what you are disagreeing most with i can smell it 4irate Posted at 11:04 am on Oct. 16, 2008 Quote: from Catacomb at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 so just because you kept it all in your pain was genuine? No. It wasn't and that wasn't my question. I am asking if she has pain BUT WANTS PEOPLE TO HELP, OR IF SHE JUST WANTS PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND OR FEEL BAD. Scandol5Mossie Posted at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 weirdo   Catacomb Posted at 11:03 am on Oct. 16, 2008 so just because you kept it all in your pain was genuine? All 7 previous replies displayed.