NOPE, it's just your personality! you, yourself, have too many character flaws as to be considered almost UNFIT for society. or at least mainstream society. because i have no personality and base everything i do based on an overwelming sense of lonliness. that i "dissociate" that i live in a "fantasy world" i blame the fantasy world on millions of hours of video games. and some on internet forums.
im not in the minority though im guessing your all fucked up, some more than others.
you know for the longest time i thought i was selfish and got mad when other people had fun ever since i was little, even though i DID have fun, just by myself. i think ive been depressed ever since my bro died. literally. maybe thats why im me. your character can't be shaped by depression can it?
Of course, it definitely can be shaped by depression. Most of the women, specifically on my mom's side, deal with depression. From mild, to severe clinical depression. It's changed me, my sisters, and my mother quite a bit. We'd all be very different people if we weren't struggling with depression as bad as we are.
I have a sister who suffers from bi-polar disorder. Be glad you don't have it. It is not at all easy to deal with. I have watched her struggle in life for a long time, and her depression gets worse every year.
the world is full of misstakes, if you feel like your doctor is lieing, its time to get a new doctor