Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic what's wrong is that nothing's right Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]prsnltyquizaddict[/m] at 3:30 pm on Oct. 19, 2008[quote]My inferiority complex's foundation = the fact that it scares me to not know things. I feel like if I don't know something I should know it and therefore it's another flaw. It's like, by not knowing things, I can't be even remotely perfect even though I know perfection is unattainable. I feel like I am my inferiority complex. I've had it since 6th grade and it's become what people expect. It's like, if I get rid of it then I'm not who I say I am, like people would want it and not me. Without it I won't be the girl Jason loves, the friend Abby and Morgan have relied on. I know for a fact that my family wouldn't notice so there would be no change there. In school I wouldn't still be the smart person they've grown up around, the one who kept to herself too much in their opinion. My inferiority complex doesn't run my life, it is my life. It's what makes me cover it up to make myself seem perfect to my family, that which sparks people to only see a facade in which they expect me to be flawless. It's amazing what a song can make you realize. With this, I've been listening to Misery by Good Charlotte. By not knowing what is wrong with me, I feel that therefore nothing is right. [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post prsnltyquizaddict Posted at 3:30 pm on Oct. 19, 2008 My inferiority complex's foundation = the fact that it scares me to not know things. I feel like if I don't know something I should know it and therefore it's another flaw. It's like, by not knowing things, I can't be even remotely perfect even though I know perfection is unattainable. I feel like I am my inferiority complex. I've had it since 6th grade and it's become what people expect. It's like, if I get rid of it then I'm not who I say I am, like people would want it and not me. Without it I won't be the girl Jason loves, the friend Abby and Morgan have relied on. I know for a fact that my family wouldn't notice so there would be no change there. In school I wouldn't still be the smart person they've grown up around, the one who kept to herself too much in their opinion. My inferiority complex doesn't run my life, it is my life. It's what makes me cover it up to make myself seem perfect to my family, that which sparks people to only see a facade in which they expect me to be flawless. It's amazing what a song can make you realize. With this, I've been listening to Misery by Good Charlotte. By not knowing what is wrong with me, I feel that therefore nothing is right.

Replies Jasonzlpa Posted at 7:15 pm on Oct. 21, 2008 I'd love you even without your low self esteem.  Nothing could ever change that.  Don't you see that?