Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic My Mum Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]merryberrycherry[/m] at 7:11 am on Oct. 22, 2008[quote]Just over a week ago my mum had an accident. She slipped drunkedly on the wet tiles in our kitchen, I was upstairs at the time but after my dad called for me I ran downstairs to see her lying still with a pool of blood on the white tiles. Basically from then on..I rang for the ambulance, the paramedics came and I went with her to the hospital whilst my dad followed in the car. Sirens were going lights flashing and hearts racing. She is okay now..she had 5 stiches in her head but they are out now and everything is fine. But the problem is I can't get the flashbacks from that night out of my head. Just her lying there still and unconcious and then her crying with shock and well I can't explain everything that happened that night because I've taken up enough space as it is. Before this happend, I'd say 1-2hours before my dad called for me. I self-harmed once again and my mum and sister are the only ones that know of me doing it. That was the first time I had cut myself for about a month and I can't help but think that karma is getting back at me by hurting my mum for what I have done. I strangely am feeling close to faith right now and my thoughts can only revolve around things happening for a reason. Does anyone else get these thoughts? What can I do to get these images out of my mind..it's driving me crazy![/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post merryberrycherry Posted at 7:11 am on Oct. 22, 2008 Just over a week ago my mum had an accident. She slipped drunkedly on the wet tiles in our kitchen, I was upstairs at the time but after my dad called for me I ran downstairs to see her lying still with a pool of blood on the white tiles. Basically from then on..I rang for the ambulance, the paramedics came and I went with her to the hospital whilst my dad followed in the car. Sirens were going lights flashing and hearts racing. She is okay now..she had 5 stiches in her head but they are out now and everything is fine. But the problem is I can't get the flashbacks from that night out of my head. Just her lying there still and unconcious and then her crying with shock and well I can't explain everything that happened that night because I've taken up enough space as it is. Before this happend, I'd say 1-2hours before my dad called for me. I self-harmed once again and my mum and sister are the only ones that know of me doing it. That was the first time I had cut myself for about a month and I can't help but think that karma is getting back at me by hurting my mum for what I have done. I strangely am feeling close to faith right now and my thoughts can only revolve around things happening for a reason. Does anyone else get these thoughts? What can I do to get these images out of my mind..it's driving me crazy!

Replies Mindwalker Posted at 7:54 am on Oct. 23, 2008 if you cannot get rid of the flashbacks by yourself over time, consider perhaps seeing a therapist or hypnotherapist for assistance. Sometimes when something we consider tragic happens, we have a hard time letting it go. You can of course talk to people on here though and talk to your family if they are willing. skull smash Posted at 7:22 am on Oct. 22, 2008 you can tell me about it akSamiRae Posted at 7:15 am on Oct. 22, 2008 thats shit. Karma is bull. think of it that way CapsLock12 Posted at 7:15 am on Oct. 22, 2008 Karma doesn't work that way. All 4 previous replies displayed.