Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic wierdo's brain Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]nikki123[/m] at 11:51 am on Nov. 10, 2008[quote]my dad makes fun of me too...[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 11:49 am on Nov. 10, 2008 I have been depressed for months and i don't think i can take it anymore I HATE MYSELF i am a stupid useless piece of **** everything seems hopeless. In social situations i can't speak my throat becomes really tight and my heart feels like it is going break through my ribs, get really hot..... AAAHHHH!! i am a self harmer but i am trying to quit I have this stupid thing before i go to bed in this exact order otherwise i freak ot get panicy and can;t concentrate until i have done it until i feel happy. I have to eat in a certain way, get dressed in a set way. count my steps, make toast in a set way........ I feel like i am crazy!! my family continues to insult and bully me which makes me feel worse, Why can't i be normal.. well whatever normal is just needed a rant!

Replies Absynthia Posted at 11:54 am on Nov. 10, 2008 read..."Don't sweat the small stuff...and its all small stuff" Richard Carlson, PH.D Its quite helpful The Wolfhound Posted at 11:53 am on Nov. 10, 2008 PM me Ollie92 Posted at 11:52 am on Nov. 10, 2008 google this : to write love on her arms. I know that where i am ; this thursday people will being writing love on their arms to show solidarity to people who are suicidal or depressed. Go to the site and see how you are not alone :) nikki123 Posted at 11:51 am on Nov. 10, 2008 my dad makes fun of me too... Violently Happy Posted at 11:51 am on Nov. 10, 2008 You have OCD and most likely social anxiety. Talk to a shrink for fucks sake. Tell your family to fuck off. Missipop Posted at 11:50 am on Nov. 10, 2008 go to the  doctors :S All 6 previous replies displayed.