Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i could say i'm happy but... Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]Ollie92[/m] at 6:11 pm on Nov. 25, 2008[quote]i don't know what it is. I'm a fortunate person. I have a loving family who is finically stable, I have my foot in the door in terms of what i want to do after high school, I'm somewhat pretty, I'm independent and I'm known by majority of my peers and teachers. then it gets to the friends part. and it all falls to shit. Even though i have friends it's like, when i see them happy without me , pictures or their stories a piece of me dies. I feel smothered by my family and isolated by peers. My grade came to a conclusion that I'm a raging lesbian because I'm running an event that is anti-homophobia, and even though there isn't anything wrong w/ being a lesbian i am STRAIGHT , and now I'm invisible. I don't know where to start, how to start ... what to do . It's like there's a void waiting to be filled and until then i can't be happy, i can only fake it.  [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Ollie92 Posted at 6:11 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 i don't know what it is. I'm a fortunate person. I have a loving family who is finically stable, I have my foot in the door in terms of what i want to do after high school, I'm somewhat pretty, I'm independent and I'm known by majority of my peers and teachers. then it gets to the friends part. and it all falls to shit. Even though i have friends it's like, when i see them happy without me , pictures or their stories a piece of me dies. I feel smothered by my family and isolated by peers. My grade came to a conclusion that I'm a raging lesbian because I'm running an event that is anti-homophobia, and even though there isn't anything wrong w/ being a lesbian i am STRAIGHT , and now I'm invisible. I don't know where to start, how to start ... what to do . It's like there's a void waiting to be filled and until then i can't be happy, i can only fake it.

Replies whips handcuffs Posted at 6:24 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Quote: from Ollie92 at 6:17 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Quote: from whips handcuffs at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 so you want your friends' lives to all revolve around you?... i didn't get it. No not at all, i just meant that it's hard to see someone you're close to genuinely happy when you know it's the hardest thing to find for yourself. it's so close but so far type cliche if you think you're depressed, see a doctor Ollie92 Posted at 6:17 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Quote: from whips handcuffs at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 so you want your friends' lives to all revolve around you?... i didn't get it. No not at all, i just meant that it's hard to see someone you're close to genuinely happy when you know it's the hardest thing to find for yourself. it's so close but so far type cliche whips handcuffs Posted at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 so you want your friends' lives to all revolve around you?... i didn't get it. Everlongx Posted at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Really? That's what makes you unhappy? Insecurity? With all the things that could be wrong... insecurity. Aristocrat Posted at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 I am curious what kind of an event is that if you don't mind? Precia Posted at 6:14 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 hey, i run my schools gsa and I have been asked so many times if i was gay and you know what i say? "don't worry. I'm only half gay." and I always say it with a smile. k14nk Posted at 6:13 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 Find a boyfrann britfuck Posted at 6:13 pm on Nov. 25, 2008 go you. you're very strong and i appreciate you. All 8 previous replies displayed.