Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Improving Self-Esteem Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]iconoclast[/m] at 5:41 pm on Nov. 28, 2008[quote]i dont know, self esteem really ultimately just comes from within, not from outside. it does sound stupid but i mean it in a different way. sure, without people around you trying to be close to you and caring and whatnot, you might be empty and hollow, but you wont be low in 'confidence'. at least thats not my case people dont like my shit either but thats because theyre lame, not because i have some kind of problem socializing. and most people put in low effort into their friendships because theyre ignorant and shallow. i mean i hate all of this with a passion, but i dont blame myself for it at all. i guess the main thing is just really observing what a fucking joke most people are, and then if that sinks in enough it becomes hard to blame yourself for their stupidity, and eventually impossible (i dont know if this makes sense) because im pretty much friendless, empty, bored out of my fucking skull, but i have much more confidence than most people who have even a dozen close friends[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post MourningAir Posted at 1:06 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 How the hell do I go about doing this? My own attitude makes me sick. I know my friends love and care about me but at the same time it makes me feel so shitty that they don't make more of an effort to be around me. I keep thinking I'm boring, I second guess myself but then also I know I'm not boring because when I am around people they are all up in my shit ffs!! I always think people are talking shit about me too. I hear my name being mentioned and assume it's negative (especially when I'm on LSD). I thought hey maybe no one wants to hang out with me because I'm too "crazy" so I've fucking chilled out on doing dxm but goddamn I can only take so much of this b.s.! I feel like a worthless piece of shit most of the time.

Replies Catacomb Posted at 9:27 am on Nov. 29, 2008 improve your self esteem by hanging around people with even less self esteem and maybe something will occur to you iconoclast Posted at 6:23 am on Nov. 29, 2008 i mean im not happy either because i dont have company but im sure as hell confident MourningAir Posted at 12:33 am on Nov. 29, 2008 I accept that many people are lame motherfuckers but I also realize I need the company of others to keep myself happy. I just get so down on myself. Like an hour after I made this post one of my friends called me and two of them texted me to hang out... I dunno why I let a couple days of nothing get to me. iconoclast Posted at 5:41 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 i dont know, self esteem really ultimately just comes from within, not from outside. it does sound stupid but i mean it in a different way. sure, without people around you trying to be close to you and caring and whatnot, you might be empty and hollow, but you wont be low in 'confidence'. at least thats not my case people dont like my shit either but thats because theyre lame, not because i have some kind of problem socializing. and most people put in low effort into their friendships because theyre ignorant and shallow. i mean i hate all of this with a passion, but i dont blame myself for it at all. i guess the main thing is just really observing what a fucking joke most people are, and then if that sinks in enough it becomes hard to blame yourself for their stupidity, and eventually impossible (i dont know if this makes sense) because im pretty much friendless, empty, bored out of my fucking skull, but i have much more confidence than most people who have even a dozen close friends MourningAir Posted at 2:03 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 nah, I was asking for advice. Some of us don't bitch just for the fuck of it, sry2say. boobookittyfuck Posted at 2:00 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from MourningAir at 1:59 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from boobookittyfuck at 4:57 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from MourningAir at 1:43 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from boobookittyfuck at 4:21 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 i have a worse problem so it could be worse     i highly doubt it, superficial bitch.    woah take the dick out of your ass pwt you're one to talk, coming into my thread "zomg I have so many more problems, pity me everyone!!11" ummm no that was you MourningAir Posted at 1:59 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from boobookittyfuck at 4:57 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from MourningAir at 1:43 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from boobookittyfuck at 4:21 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 i have a worse problem so it could be worse    i highly doubt it, superficial bitch. woah take the dick out of your ass pwt you're one to talk, coming into my thread "zomg I have so many more problems, pity me everyone!!11" boobookittyfuck Posted at 1:57 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from MourningAir at 1:43 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from boobookittyfuck at 4:21 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 i have a worse problem so it could be worse i highly doubt it, superficial bitch. woah take the dick out of your ass pwt MourningAir Posted at 1:43 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from boobookittyfuck at 4:21 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 i have a worse problem so it could be worse i highly doubt it, superficial bitch. sadnessness Posted at 1:30 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Quote: from boobookittyfuck at 9:21 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 i have a worse problem so it could be worse really supportive. sadnessness Posted at 1:26 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 I can empathise with a lot of those feelings. I was always told that if i acted confident, more people would be drawn to me, which would then make me really confident. It works to an extent, and thats about the best advice i can give boobookittyfuck Posted at 1:21 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 i have a worse problem so it could be worse libertine Posted at 1:13 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 I'm sure you get plenty of compliments, it's just a matter of learning to accept them as true rather than assuming something else. My method is just to try to be as objective as possible when judging myself by really thinking about what people say rather than just listening to my own feelings. When you've got a more realistic picture of yourself it's easier to feel good about the good bits. MourningAir Posted at 1:12 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 Now I've started thinking maybe my friends only ever hung out with me because I always had drugs or was in the process of getting some. awesomeeeeeeee. Teenie1 Posted at 1:09 pm on Nov. 28, 2008 It will get better in time x Most recent 15 of 19 previous replies displayed.