Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Have you thought of committing suicide? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]anc8469[/m] at 7:18 pm on Dec. 1, 2008[quote]Yea I've thought about it, but I could never kill myself.[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post XsmilygirlX Posted at 7:09 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 If you have thought of it please tell why.  I'm only curious I will not judge you.

Replies fantasmo Posted at 2:42 pm on Dec. 4, 2008 I thought about it a lot for a while. Sometimes I think about it a little, but not like before. I guess my anxiety was getting really bad. And I was so tired all the time, and I could really hardly eat. And I remember saying to a friend "If I could sleep forever, I would." She looked at me and said, "But it wouldn't even be like you were alive." And then the thought was just there... 'I don't want to be alive.' iconoclast Posted at 6:09 am on Dec. 4, 2008 I did when I was younger a lot out of severe depression and isolation and whatnot, later because of philosophical hopelessness, weariness, and cynicism. Kyako Posted at 3:35 am on Dec. 4, 2008 To be honest, the only reason I'm still alive right now is because I don't want to hurt those who care about me. I'm tired of life, I don't belong in life. The rules of society are meaningless to me, and all I want to do is leave. all this stress, all this limitation, all of this confinement... I can't stand any of it. I don't think I was ever supposed to exist in this place. I just wish I could go to sleep forever, fade out of this world and drift into my own existence. As I said, the only reason I'm still here is because I don't want to hurt others. There are a lot of people who care about me who would be hurt immensely by my death, especially if it was suicide. therefor I live on, not for myself, but for others... I don't know if anyone will understand what I mean by all of this... but nonetheless, these are my feelings... lol SadnessNTurmoil Posted at 12:24 am on Dec. 4, 2008 Quote: from Anonymous at 10:05 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 I've tried many times. Just because I didnt care anymore. I hated being who   I was, and I just wanted to die. #1 Reason for me most of the time...sometimes I just hate who i am. SadnessNTurmoil Posted at 12:22 am on Dec. 4, 2008 Yeah think about it a couple times every month. The only thing holding me back from ACTUALLY doing it is that imma coward XD SomeoneSaveUs Posted at 5:41 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Yes, most everyone has.  I have considered it multiple times too.  Never tried but thought about it.  I tend to get super depressed so I think about that alot. googlefish Posted at 9:18 am on Dec. 3, 2008 yea, alot, but i don't want 2... Anonymous Posted at 10:05 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 I've tried many times. Just because I didnt care anymore. I hated being who I was, and I just wanted to die. and leave everything behind. No one wanted me, and I didnt want me. I'm happy to say, I'm not longer that way. I'm completely different now. Mindwalker Posted at 1:51 pm on Dec. 2, 2008 everyone thinks about committing suicide at some point or another for one reason or another. Typically people would think of suicide at least twice in their lives if every person lived to be as old as 80. Not every actually tries or does end up dying from their suicide attempt but it is never the less tempting for people at some time or another to imagine the possibility of death as an option. Colleen35 Posted at 11:18 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 I've tried.  Life was shitty, I didn't think it could get better.  I was wrong ~.~ Count Suckula Posted at 11:04 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 I have thought of suicide because I'm bored of my everyday life. Work and sleep, I know this is partly my fault but the job tires me so much. I don't know how things could get much better. I got get a better job but maybe with more hours and responsibility. Only thing that would help is the lottery. Nothing ever changes for me, same old over and over. Poker Shark Posted at 10:56 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Yeah. I've tried a couple of times. I used to think there were all these valid reasons why I feel so bad but now I think it's just clinical depression because even when all the problems supposedly causing me to feel so bad are solved I feel the same. It's not logical. I am sick. Nikoleese Posted at 7:20 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 yep, and tempted honestly the best choice i ever made was to do so... Go Steph Go Posted at 7:20 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Thought about it but would never do it. Written in Love Posted at 7:20 pm on Dec. 1, 2008 Yes. I have. bi-polar. joyjoyjoy. And yes- I've attempted. Never really got help for it, but I'm no longer suicidal. Most recent 15 of 46 previous replies displayed.