Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Cutting...? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]Jokerboy719[/m] at 5:49 pm on Dec. 3, 2008[quote]Lets talk. Nothing stupid I want towards you[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 5:48 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 When I was in grade 8 or 9 I went through a major cutting phase, which I'll admit was hardly justified. And I was doing really well up until recently. 5 years without cutting, then last night something just set me off. The amount of stress I had built up inside me was crippling, I don't sleep at night due to car collision related nightmares, school is terrible, and whatever I do nothing ever seems right. Still the cutting was unjustifiable, I know. But it felt so good. Like an entire weight was lifted off my shoulders, I was happy after that and had a better attitude toward everything. Until I realized that I had to tell my boyfriend. He doesn't understand how it felt good, and how it relieved stress. To be honest neither do I. Does anyone know how this appears to relieve stress and feel physically pleasing? (Yes stupid decision I wont do it again)

Replies XxGoredollxX21 Posted at 3:38 am on Dec. 5, 2008 Yupp  it feels really good. someone told me it was like eating chocolate but an immediate relief. its the endorphins.     ...stupid endorphins.... k14nk Posted at 7:41 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 wow ive been talking to kids about the same subject all day. Ive cut myself. It feels good in a sick way? its wierd Jokerboy719 Posted at 6:17 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Thatotherguy Posted at 6:16 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Anonymous Posted at 6:13 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Jokerboy719 Posted at 6:10 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Thatotherguy Posted at 6:09 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Jokerboy719 Posted at 6:08 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Thatotherguy Posted at 6:06 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Jokerboy719 Posted at 6:04 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Thatotherguy Posted at 6:02 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Jokerboy719 Posted at 6:02 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Anonymous Posted at 6:00 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Quote: from drifting at 8:55 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 The release of adrenaline and that is nice. Ill admit to that. It gives you a good clean high, which can be enough to make you feel less depressed. In addition, it gives you that whole "My pain is real" sensation, which helps with the stress. However, it can be dangerous. It is addicting. And its just not the greatest way to deal with stress.   I definitely know where your coming from, especially going long periods of time without it, then starting back up. Just last night I found myself pressing a razor into my arm. Even though I barely broke skin and didnt cut, it was just exhilarating. Thats been my worst breakdown in about 8 months, which is much less time then you went, so I can only imagine how it must have been for you. Just try to remember that its not an acceptable way to deal with the stress, and its going to work better to just talk to someone. If you have any questions or need someone to talk to, feel free to PM myself, or one of the SLs. Thanks :) I'm so relieved to know that I'm not alone in this Thatotherguy Posted at 6:00 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Jokerboy719 Posted at 5:59 pm on Dec. 3, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations Most recent 15 of 37 previous replies displayed.