Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I hate who I am Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]MR UNKNOWN[/m] at 9:21 pm on Dec. 17, 2008[quote]like what?[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 9:21 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 I really hate who I am sometimes. There are so many things that I want to do but I'm afraid to do them because my family wouldn't approve. I mean I'm almost 20 so it shouldn't really matter that much. There are so many thing about me that I want to change and I don't know how. I also have social anxiety which holds me back a lot and I don't want it to. I sometimes just want to die and start over.

Replies Anonymous Posted at 9:33 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 Quote: from tell me again at 12:29 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Work on one little thing at a time, and don't be hard on yourself or get distracted with putting yourself down about everything that you want to change. Just pinpoint one thing, break it into little steps, and do it over a period of time. I don't even know where to start because I can't pinpoint anything. Its the whole thing. tell me again Posted at 9:29 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 Work on one little thing at a time, and don't be hard on yourself or get distracted with putting yourself down about everything that you want to change. Just pinpoint one thing, break it into little steps, and do it over a period of time. snowcone200 Posted at 9:25 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 I feel you on the die and start over. mOaTiLliAta Posted at 9:25 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 break away. you will always be mediocre at best if you still rely on your family's approval most of the time. gief Posted at 9:24 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 yeah, im a pice of crap too. my mom even said so last night. "you two are pieces of shit"-my mother in refrence to my brother and i rendiggity Posted at 9:22 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 what stuff do u wanna do that u dont think ur parents will approve? cherryD Posted at 9:22 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 Dying won't let you start over. You just kind of hang in midair with nowhere to go.  To the heck care with your family. MR UNKNOWN Posted at 9:21 pm on Dec. 17, 2008 like what? All 8 previous replies displayed.