Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i just dont know anymore Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]Distortion[/m] at 5:25 am on Dec. 18, 2008[quote]i do not understand life. why are we here? what is the point? why is it more difficult for some than others? why does life vary so much for everyone? i am so close to giving up. everything is messed up/getting messed up for me. im constantly ill and the doctors wont do anything. i have put on weight. i hate myself. i lost my sister. i have a family that i believe hate me; except my mum, but i seem to be depressing her with all my problems. i have a compulsive eating disorder. i cant seem to do anything right. &i am messing up my relationship with my boyfriend. :( i am such a failure.[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Distortion Posted at 5:25 am on Dec. 18, 2008 i do not understand life. why are we here? what is the point? why is it more difficult for some than others? why does life vary so much for everyone? i am so close to giving up. everything is messed up/getting messed up for me. im constantly ill and the doctors wont do anything. i have put on weight. i hate myself. i lost my sister. i have a family that i believe hate me; except my mum, but i seem to be depressing her with all my problems. i have a compulsive eating disorder. i cant seem to do anything right. &i am messing up my relationship with my boyfriend. :( i am such a failure.

Replies aliens Posted at 5:48 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Well the reality is that life is shit. But at the moment it sounds like you may be depressed i'd advize you to go see your doctor... Distortion Posted at 5:35 am on Dec. 18, 2008 its just like i cant make my life what i want it to be like because of me constantly being ill and to the point i find it so difficult to get up and out of bed everyday. i just dont know amilyxxx Posted at 5:32 am on Dec. 18, 2008 You Dont Have To Belive In God To Have a good life.. ive never felt fuurther away from god as ive had tragic things happen, but you have to live your life for you not for 'god' santana 08 Posted at 5:31 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Quote: from MystiqueBeauty16 at 5:30 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Quote: from gnr90 at 8:27 am on Dec. 18, 2008 It is because God as a twisted sense of humor...that or he just doesn't care...   Or maybe he's not real to begin with? This has nothing to do with God. This is life. I'm sorry about your sister, but you really sound clinically depressed. Maybe you need to go on medicine or something. Nope. This is God. God just gave us free will. So like another poster said...Life is what we make of it. VonGuy1 Posted at 5:31 am on Dec. 18, 2008 lifes is meant to be different for everyone else we're not meant to have a guide to living the perfect life we all have different struggles because we all have different strengths, and its the only way God knows how to make us stronger by giving us struggles in our weeker areas of life i'm sorry about your sister i hope you don't give up on yourself i've been told that i only have six months to live and i'm still able to laugh and smile don't think so much about the bad things and you'll start to see the good Distortion Posted at 5:31 am on Dec. 18, 2008 i do not believe in god. blufindr Posted at 5:30 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Quote: from gnr90 at 12:27 am on Dec. 19, 2008 It is because God as a twisted sense of humor...that or he just doesn't care... Yeah. Though if you really want to make it better, you'll find a way to make it better yourself. MystiqueBeauty16 Posted at 5:30 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Quote: from gnr90 at 8:27 am on Dec. 18, 2008 It is because God as a twisted sense of humor...that or he just doesn't care... Or maybe he's not real to begin with? This has nothing to do with God. This is life. I'm sorry about your sister, but you really sound clinically depressed. Maybe you need to go on medicine or something. save the world Posted at 5:30 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Excluding extreme exceptions, life is what you make it. gnr90 Posted at 5:27 am on Dec. 18, 2008 It is because God as a twisted sense of humor...that or he just doesn't care... amilyxxx Posted at 5:26 am on Dec. 18, 2008 Your Not HappyThats Obvious.. But If U Want Ill leave my email on your witebord..write to me...x All 11 previous replies displayed.