So I'm going to try to make myself to in to my Counseling and Health Center at my college to see someone, but right now my two main questions are:
1) What will they do if I admit that I've thought about and attempted suicide? I'm just worried that they'll involve the cops or make me go in an institution or otherwise invade my life.
2) What will they do if I admit I use illegal drugs? Things are complicated by the fact that I've been smoking a lot of weed the past month or two, so I've been better able to cope with everything else in my life, but when I stop I crash pretty hard...
I probably won't tell them about that stuff then, not unless I know they'll keep it confidential. I don't want to make their jobs harder or anything, but I don't want to get in trouble.
And weed isn't really a hard drug, so, they'll definitely give you a load of phone numbers and probably suggest you see a Dr. I don't know whether or not they will call the police about the weed, they may have to. But don't let that put you off, they'll wanna help you get off it, not punish you.