Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Why do I do this? Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]thatswhathesaid[/m] at 8:15 pm on Jan. 9, 2009[quote]i would care. i dont kno you but u still matter and im here if you want to talk [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post blufindr Posted at 8:09 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Everything is good. And I still want to die. My life has been made devoid of purpose. And no, it's not just a matter of getting up and doing something new. I can't do it anymore. All I want now is some sleeping pills and a nice big bottle of vodka. I constantly fuck this up. If I were to stop existing tomorrow, I doubt many people would know or care. If I am to be non-contributive, let me do it from somewhere else. I'm sick of fighting demons in my head. I'm sick of fighting. Let me die in peace. Stop trying to talk me into saving myself.

Replies blufindr Posted at 11:26 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 Quote: from TinyHere at 5:41 pm on Jan. 10, 2009 The mere fact that you have internet makes you luckier than like 25% of the world's population at the moment. House to live in: 30-45%. I know that. Still. Vodka, please. TinyHere Posted at 10:41 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 The mere fact that you have internet makes you luckier than like 25% of the world's population at the moment. House to live in: 30-45%. theyareAs Posted at 10:18 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 you remind me of girl interuptted, bottle of pills chased by a bottle of vodka. Life is so worth living for, you just gota refind that purpose or drive to keep going on. Please feel better n talk to someone close. thatswhathesaid Posted at 8:15 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 i would care. i dont kno you but u still matter and im here if you want to talk gwen gardner Posted at 8:12 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 O.K. i wont try to save you but i'll be here if you need me. Lohrbas Posted at 8:11 pm on Jan. 9, 2009 But you are my favorite asian =\ All 6 previous replies displayed.