Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Can't...relax... Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]murphy mcbagel[/m] at 11:07 am on July 4, 2009[quote]all i want is to relax. for the past 3 months now ive had no sleep, and nightmares every night (well almost) specially since i was borderline suicidal. In fact I'm stillso bothered that I wanted to kill myself I can hardly contain my guilt and hatred. No one has talked to me seriously about it, besides those who are PAID to. :sad:  Im trying to reach some actualization about it all. It feels weird mostly because i never came to terms with it. maybe you don't? Do you just never come to terms with that, or does it happen on its own?[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post murphy mcbagel Posted at 11:07 am on July 4, 2009 all i want is to relax. for the past 3 months now ive had no sleep, and nightmares every night (well almost) specially since i was borderline suicidal. In fact I'm stillso bothered that I wanted to kill myself I can hardly contain my guilt and hatred. No one has talked to me seriously about it, besides those who are PAID to.  Im trying to reach some actualization about it all. It feels weird mostly because i never came to terms with it. maybe you don't? Do you just never come to terms with that, or does it happen on its own?

Replies murphy mcbagel Posted at 11:10 am on July 4, 2009 i must be thinking too much. GlassHearts Posted at 11:09 am on July 4, 2009 i feel the same. Zaxter Posted at 11:08 am on July 4, 2009 If you want to talk I'm here for you. I understand how dreams are, they can really shake you up, feels almost real sometimes. Miss Kaytee Posted at 11:08 am on July 4, 2009 happens on it's own All 4 previous replies displayed.