Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic i dont wanna wake up Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from Anonymous at 8:11 pm on July 4, 2009[quote]Quote: from [m]SpRiNgS[/m] at 8:08 pm on July 4, 2009[quote]it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe?[/quote] i dont wanna tell him. hes not my boyfriend or anything. hes just a really cool guy. like i like talking to him and hanging out woith him alot. and i do like hooking up with him most times its alot of fun till that little spark goes off that makes everythign replay[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 8:04 pm on July 4, 2009 with the risk of this sounding completely emo.. legit i want to go to sleep and not wake up i got sexually assualted like over a year ago and it still affects me. iv been hooking up with this guy since like january and like when i think about him im like  =] but when i look at him or see a picutre with him all i can think about is what happened. whe i hook up with him i actually have to stop myself from crying. i cant see him without thinking its gonna happen again. i dont think hes gonna do it to me but everytime we get close i just replay what happened over and over and over and over i just wanna not wake up im so sick of this hooking ups supposed to be fun not make you feel like you wanna die im so upset did this happen to anyone else?

Replies SpRiNgS Posted at 8:23 pm on July 4, 2009 i know you want it to be over but it's hard to get over things like this as you can see time heals all wounds but it doesn't heal them as fast as we want em to you know? Anonymous Posted at 8:22 pm on July 4, 2009 Quote: from SpRiNgS at 8:13 pm on July 4, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 8:11 pm on July 4, 2009 Quote: from SpRiNgS at 8:08 pm on July 4, 2009 it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe?    i dont wanna tell him. hes not my boyfriend or anything. hes just a really cool guy. like i like talking to him and hanging out woith him alot. and i do like hooking up with him most times its alot of fun till that little spark goes off that makes everythign replay then stop hooking up with him for a while if you don't want to tell him I mean it's gonna take a while to get over being assaulted people don't bounce back that quick takes years for most its been a year i just want ti to be over SpRiNgS Posted at 8:13 pm on July 4, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 8:11 pm on July 4, 2009 Quote: from SpRiNgS at 8:08 pm on July 4, 2009 it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe? i dont wanna tell him. hes not my boyfriend or anything. hes just a really cool guy. like i like talking to him and hanging out woith him alot. and i do like hooking up with him most times its alot of fun till that little spark goes off that makes everythign replay then stop hooking up with him for a while if you don't want to tell him I mean it's gonna take a while to get over being assaulted people don't bounce back that quick takes years for most Anonymous Posted at 8:11 pm on July 4, 2009 Quote: from SpRiNgS at 8:08 pm on July 4, 2009 it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe? i dont wanna tell him. hes not my boyfriend or anything. hes just a really cool guy. like i like talking to him and hanging out woith him alot. and i do like hooking up with him most times its alot of fun till that little spark goes off that makes everythign replay SpRiNgS Posted at 8:08 pm on July 4, 2009 it takes a long time to recover from sexual assault. this 'guy' you're hooking up with or whatever you should tell him about these feelings you have and hopefully if he's a great person he'll understand that you're not ready yet and he could wait maybe? girl22 Posted at 8:07 pm on July 4, 2009 i never had that happen I nearly drown a couple times which still affects me sixguns Posted at 8:06 pm on July 4, 2009 message me and ill give you some advice im just not going to say it here and tell u my story All 7 previous replies displayed.