Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I hate myself so much.. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]MustardMan661[/m] at 1:53 pm on July 16, 2012[quote]Come now, let's not sa such things to one another. Things are the way they are for a reason, so you're still young and what not, but if you try and solve your problem with a quick fix solution, you'll end dead and you'll also end up not being able to live your life. Don't let your depressions get you down; if you wanna kiss, I'll give you one  :blush: [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 1:40 pm on July 16, 2012 I hate everything about me, I wish I was 95lbs not 120lbs. I wish I was 5,6 not 5,2. I wish I had killed myself or even could cut deeper than I do. I fucking hate myself and everything I do. I haven't even been kissed yet. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!! I'm so depressed for months at a time, it makes me a miserable wreck.

Replies birdymmy Posted at 9:40 pm on July 16, 2012 The Nowhere Man Posted at 3:53 pm on July 16, 2012 Quote: from Ephemeral at 3:25 pm on July 16, 2012 Quote: from Anonymous at 5:34 pm on July 16, 2012 Quote: from The Artery at 2:31 pm on July 16, 2012 btw, 120 is healthy for 5'2. get the fuck over yourself.    Wow that totally makes me feel better, Fuck you. Not everyone enjoys a pity party. If you're so upset then change something. You can ignore threads you don't like, you know. The Nowhere Man Posted at 3:52 pm on July 16, 2012 Quote: from The Artery at 2:33 pm on July 16, 2012 if you're bothered by your life so much, fucking change it. problem solved. jesus christ. Changing isn't as easy as clapping your hands and chanting "I DO! I DO! I DO BELIEVE IN FAIRIES!", or whatever. OP is obviously posting this because they want to change, so your comment is nothing but unhelpful. If I post about how I want to learn to sing, being told "FUCKING LEARN TO SING THEN" isn't going to help me out in any way. Of course, the internet isn't a substitute for singing lessons, but if I was unaware that I could get a voice coach, being told about those would be more useful to me - or if singing lessons were too expensive and/or I had no money of my own and my family didn't want me to have singing lessons, I might make a post here hoping for at least a couple of tips, or just to vent about how I really wished I sounded like Finn Andrews. Ephemeral Posted at 3:25 pm on July 16, 2012 Quote: from Anonymous at 5:34 pm on July 16, 2012 Quote: from The Artery at 2:31 pm on July 16, 2012 btw, 120 is healthy for 5'2. get the fuck over yourself. Wow that totally makes me feel better, Fuck you. Not everyone enjoys a pity party. If you're so upset then change something. Anonymous Posted at 2:34 pm on July 16, 2012 Quote: from The Artery at 2:31 pm on July 16, 2012 btw, 120 is healthy for 5'2. get the fuck over yourself. Wow that totally makes me feel better, Fuck you. The Artery Posted at 2:33 pm on July 16, 2012 if you're bothered by your life so much, fucking change it. problem solved. jesus christ. The Artery Posted at 2:31 pm on July 16, 2012 btw, 120 is healthy for 5'2. get the fuck over yourself. kruger07 Posted at 2:04 pm on July 16, 2012 I have had the same feeling. I'm 148-150 now, and it sucks. It really does. my parents tell me that I look pregnant. That's not easy, when your own parents say your stomach is so big you look like you're 4 months pregnant -_- I also have depression, I was clean for ALMOST 2 years, and the other day I just... I cut . again. I hated myself for it, I want to take it back, it's just everything has been crashing down on me and I was tired of it. If you need someone to talk to , I'm here. I know I'm random and weird and nobody really cares about me, but I've been in every one of those situations. .... and I know how it feels. MustardMan661 Posted at 1:53 pm on July 16, 2012 Come now, let's not sa such things to one another. Things are the way they are for a reason, so you're still young and what not, but if you try and solve your problem with a quick fix solution, you'll end dead and you'll also end up not being able to live your life. Don't let your depressions get you down; if you wanna kiss, I'll give you one   Disposition Posted at 1:48 pm on July 16, 2012 Hey now, first of all, nothing is wrong with you. Just because you are depressed doesn't mean something is wrong with who you are, and especially not your size. You and I are the same size, actually, and hey, it does suck sometimes to be short, but you just kind of have to learn to accept who you are. Who needs to be 95 lbs? At 5'2'', 120 is a perfectly healthy weight for most people. While 120 is healthy (and a weight that many people wish to be!), it might make you feel better to exercise regularly because you'll be more confident in yourself. And if you haven't been kissed yet, don't worry. It will happen eventually,and it's not something that needs to be rushed at all. I hope you will be able to learn to love yourself and give yourself a chance rather than blaming yourself for things that you don't need to be blamed for! Just be patient and give yourself time, remember to breathe... everything will be okay! Mr Unknown Posted at 1:42 pm on July 16, 2012 you haven't been kissed because no one wants to kiss someone who hates themselves learn to love your self and then maybe people will look at you differently Gods Gift To Women Posted at 1:42 pm on July 16, 2012 If you would get help for your self and stop pushing people out of you life maybe things for you would look more better only we can make things change for our life's All 12 previous replies displayed.