Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic my life is worthless Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]darkestdays[/m] at 5:53 pm on Aug. 5, 2012[quote]I know what you're going through and is hard. That lonely and distant feeling you get when you're contemplating life for the last time can be overwhelming. Believe me, I feel the same all the time. I can't tell you what to do or what not to do, but perhaps what's best for you is what your instinct tells you. By no means, am I suggesting that you should take your own life. But perhaps find someone you trust and can talk to.[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post ladybug222 Posted at 1:53 pm on Aug. 5, 2012 i'm worthless and my life is worthless. what is an easy way to kill yourself? not saying i will but i want a back up incase this never gets better.  i don't like the idea that i have to live through life anymore but i'm too much of a wimp to end it like i should have a long time ago.  all i do is get up and go to school which i hate, because i'm stupid and struggle to get any decent grades. i'm in a useless major so i'll never get a job, i can't even get a job at mcdonalds i've tried already and applied everywhere. all my family does is fight all day and are pretty much all mentally ill. i hate my friends they never talk to me and don't want to hang out unless it's something they want to. i'm too depressed to hang out with people anyway. i'm in a long distance relationship my life would be amazing if i could be with my boyfriend but i can't for a long time, and he's depressed and says he wants to kill himself which makes me want to die more. i have social anxiety so i can't talk to people or make friends and i get made fun of. so no matter where i went to try to fix my life i would still be there to ruin it......i'm just tired... and i feel terrible all day long...i want to sleep forever. i feel like crap all day but the doctors won't help me and say nothing is wrong... i hate this.

Replies The Stranger Posted at 5:46 pm on Aug. 27, 2012 Hey there! You are not worthless! You're a great person of value and have great potential. I know life sucks sometimes, but we all go through hard times. Life may not be the best at the moment, but it will get better. Suicide is a long term solution to a short term problem. I know that you're probably in so much pain. Not ending your life doesn't make you a wimp, but it's makes you a strong person. Your life is precious and you're just going through a storm, but after a storm comes a rainbow. Some people who end their lives or attempt suicide might be trying to escape feelings of rejection, hurt, or loss. Others might feel angry, ashamed, or guilty about something. We all feel overwhelmed by problems of life. You said you are struggling with school and that you're fighting for a decent grade. Is there any tutoring programs that the school may offer? I would check with an official and have them to look into it. Even if you don't feel confident in what you're majoring in you can always talk to an administrative official about changing that. Often we always look to our family for support, but sometimes families do fight. That's not out of the ordinary. When they fight try to get out of the house. Go for a walk or jog. It should take your mind off of things. I'm sure your friends do care about you and they are probably busy and I'm sure they could find time to hang out.  Always find common interest in hobbies and activities. It should help with finding things to do with each other. I know it's hard to be in a long distance relationship and it takes a lot of work. Maybe in this situation you and your boyfriend can find comfort in each other? It's great to support each other. Anxiety sucks and I know how you feel. I've struggled with it also. The feeling is the most awful feeling of all. It's best to see a therapist because the doctor isn't really trained to deal with psychological issues. It's also great to socialize even as hard as it is. That doesn't mean to trust just anybody, but surround yourself with people who are very trustworthy. I wish for the best and hope for a quick recovery! Feel free to message me! h8meiwld Posted at 3:06 am on Aug. 6, 2012 no-ones life is worthless! it feels like it now butyou have to fight agianst the thoughts in your head that bring you down. it's hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel sometimes but maybe the light bulb just needs switching lol. you'll be okay if you don't give up darkestdays Posted at 5:53 pm on Aug. 5, 2012 I know what you're going through and is hard. That lonely and distant feeling you get when you're contemplating life for the last time can be overwhelming. Believe me, I feel the same all the time. I can't tell you what to do or what not to do, but perhaps what's best for you is what your instinct tells you. By no means, am I suggesting that you should take your own life. But perhaps find someone you trust and can talk to. starry night Posted at 3:34 pm on Aug. 5, 2012 you are not worthless All 4 previous replies displayed.