Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Ye Olde long Exctint Rantasaurus Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from Anonymous at 9:01 pm on Mar. 22, 2008[quote]I like to fuck things up to satisfy my ego. Things I don't even care about for an ego that I don't really like yet means everything to me. What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGHH  why do I do these things? I feel like having a passion in life would help, and I've been looking towards spiritual guidance... to help me like be happier and more functional but it always feels like im doing it wrong and reverting to my old ways.. Im afraid of doing more good than bad using these techniques :( So far mostly good results have come from them so I guess its good just working a bit slow... but I dont want to go back and fuck it allup OH and im substance dependant and I waste alot of money because it seems like I don't give a shit about it especially when working like this OH and why can't I handle this little bit of work without going nuts? Imagine how I'll act when shita ctually becomes difficult inlife. I am SO UNPREPRARED. I've been skipping so much school wow was that dumb Oh im wasting my fucking time on these forums... and I got dumped by the most undateable people... what does tha tmake me? And I hate how I get this weird satisfied feeling whenever alot of people view and comment on my posts Why am I such a fagtard? Why is like im everything bad thing a person ca be rolled into one and served fresh to go? ARRGGHH!!! Why am I such a drama queen? Who knows I hate myself Nice im done ty[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 9:01 pm on Mar. 22, 2008 I like to fuck things up to satisfy my ego. Things I don't even care about for an ego that I don't really like yet means everything to me. What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGHH  why do I do these things? I feel like having a passion in life would help, and I've been looking towards spiritual guidance... to help me like be happier and more functional but it always feels like im doing it wrong and reverting to my old ways.. Im afraid of doing more good than bad using these techniques :( So far mostly good results have come from them so I guess its good just working a bit slow... but I dont want to go back and fuck it allup OH and im substance dependant and I waste alot of money because it seems like I don't give a shit about it especially when working like this OH and why can't I handle this little bit of work without going nuts? Imagine how I'll act when shita ctually becomes difficult inlife. I am SO UNPREPRARED. I've been skipping so much school wow was that dumb Oh im wasting my fucking time on these forums... and I got dumped by the most undateable people... what does tha tmake me? And I hate how I get this weird satisfied feeling whenever alot of people view and comment on my posts Why am I such a fagtard? Why is like im everything bad thing a person ca be rolled into one and served fresh to go? ARRGGHH!!! Why am I such a drama queen? Who knows I hate myself Nice im done ty

Replies Anonymous Posted at 9:01 pm on Mar. 22, 2008 I like to fuck things up to satisfy my ego. Things I don't even care about for an ego that I don't really like yet means everything to me. What the fuck what the fuck what the fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGHH  why do I do these things? I feel like having a passion in life would help, and I've been looking towards spiritual guidance... to help me like be happier and more functional but it always feels like im doing it wrong and reverting to my old ways.. Im afraid of doing more good than bad using these techniques :( So far mostly good results have come from them so I guess its good just working a bit slow... but I dont want to go back and fuck it allup OH and im substance dependant and I waste alot of money because it seems like I don't give a shit about it especially when working like this OH and why can't I handle this little bit of work without going nuts? Imagine how I'll act when shita ctually becomes difficult inlife. I am SO UNPREPRARED. I've been skipping so much school wow was that dumb Oh im wasting my fucking time on these forums... and I got dumped by the most undateable people... what does tha tmake me? And I hate how I get this weird satisfied feeling whenever alot of people view and comment on my posts Why am I such a fagtard? Why is like im everything bad thing a person ca be rolled into one and served fresh to go? ARRGGHH!!! Why am I such a drama queen? Who knows I hate myself Nice im done ty