Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Lonely... Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]gothfaerie05[/m] at 7:12 pm on Feb. 24, 2007[quote]Two of my roommate's are gone, and the other's asleep. There's nothing that's catching my interest on TV, and no one is saying anything to me on here. I really don't feel like using AIM. And I should take a shower....but I really don't feel like moving. And I'm in a really weird mood. It's Saturday night and, like every other night, I'm sitting at my computer because even if I had somewhere to go out, I probably wouldn't want to. It all boils down to fixing my life situation, which sucks right now...but it's so fucking hard with everything new that keeps being added. And I keep being reminded that giving up on all of it really would be the easier solution. Not one I can use, really, but it's true that it would be. Unless I fucked things up. In which case I really think the only difference would be that all the abnormalities I keep hidden would be out there in plain view. Not necessarily a bad thing, as I don't like secrets very much. Nonetheless, I don't need to have that stigma following me around, too. I just want something genuinely interesting to take my mind off this. And nothing seems to be available. [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post gothfaerie05 Posted at 7:12 pm on Feb. 24, 2007 Two of my roommate's are gone, and the other's asleep. There's nothing that's catching my interest on TV, and no one is saying anything to me on here. I really don't feel like using AIM. And I should take a shower....but I really don't feel like moving. And I'm in a really weird mood. It's Saturday night and, like every other night, I'm sitting at my computer because even if I had somewhere to go out, I probably wouldn't want to. It all boils down to fixing my life situation, which sucks right now...but it's so fucking hard with everything new that keeps being added. And I keep being reminded that giving up on all of it really would be the easier solution. Not one I can use, really, but it's true that it would be. Unless I fucked things up. In which case I really think the only difference would be that all the abnormalities I keep hidden would be out there in plain view. Not necessarily a bad thing, as I don't like secrets very much. Nonetheless, I don't need to have that stigma following me around, too. I just want something genuinely interesting to take my mind off this. And nothing seems to be available.

Replies Bennette Posted at 5:53 pm on Feb. 25, 2007 well, you got a good general idea of where to start: FORUMS!! if your want advice on what to do with the life situation, just keep working at it.  Sometimes things take a while to sort out, just keep putting effort into it. BTW, i think most everyone has been in that kinda mood before. gothfaerie05 Posted at 7:17 pm on Feb. 24, 2007 Quote: from TheFallenAngel at 10:14 pm on Feb. 24, 2007 There is a good song. "Its a Saturday night and I aint got nobody. Im _______ and theres no place to go" Can't remember whole thing I got some money cause I just got paid sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to I'm in a awful way.... I think. I might be mixing two songs. Blah. Hass Posted at 7:14 pm on Feb. 24, 2007 Ohh, you just summed up the past few months for me perfectly :] Except I was suppose to go out with friends today. To a bar to watch the Sabres game. But only 1 person ended up showing up (1 other person than me, actually) LOL. Ohh let the good times roll :] TheFallenAngel Posted at 7:14 pm on Feb. 24, 2007 There is a good song. "Its a Saturday night and I aint got nobody. Im _______ and theres no place to go" Can't remember whole thing All 4 previous replies displayed.