I really don't feel like using AIM.
And I should take a shower....but I really don't feel like moving.
And I'm in a really weird mood.
It's Saturday night and, like every other night, I'm sitting at my computer because even if I had somewhere to go out, I probably wouldn't want to.
It all boils down to fixing my life situation, which sucks right now...but it's so fucking hard with everything new that keeps being added.
And I keep being reminded that giving up on all of it really would be the easier solution. Not one I can use, really, but it's true that it would be. Unless I fucked things up. In which case I really think the only difference would be that all the abnormalities I keep hidden would be out there in plain view. Not necessarily a bad thing, as I don't like secrets very much. Nonetheless, I don't need to have that stigma following me around, too.
I just want something genuinely interesting to take my mind off this. And nothing seems to be available.
if your want advice on what to do with the life situation, just keep working at it. Sometimes things take a while to sort out, just keep putting effort into it.
BTW, i think most everyone has been in that kinda mood before.
There is a good song. "Its a Saturday night and I aint got nobody. Im _______ and theres no place to go" Can't remember whole thing
"Its a Saturday night and I aint got nobody. Im _______ and theres no place to go"
Can't remember whole thing
I got some money cause I just got paid sometimes I wish I had someone to talk to I'm in a awful way....
I think. I might be mixing two songs. Blah.