It's not on purpose....I do force myself to eat at least once a day, and I've only been drinking water. at most, I get 300 calories a day(if you include the fat).
I don't get it, not that I ever really have, now that I realize I have one.
it's like, I see food, I want it...and then think "what for? well, I'm hungry". then I think "too bad", and just go back up and write on my story I'm usually working on.
If I start losing too much weight(I've already lost 4 lbs in a week.), I may just go to an inpatient thing(if it gets that serious.
my question:
how the hell does an eating disorder pop up, when I am naturally a healthy eater at 6 small meals a day(usually vegetables and fruit for four meals, protein and grains for 2, all in sensible amounts)?
maybe someone might know the theory on it, or at least a link. I'm not really sure what to look for on the net, other that eating disorders, which usually pops up treatment facilitties than explanations.
I do force myself to eat at least once a day, and I've only been drinking water. at most, I get 300 calories a day .
There's your problem. You need regular meals to keep your body on a constant cycle or burning. 300 calories is awful. Less than 1000 is starvation, a regular diet should be between 2000 and 2200 to keep the body going.
It isn't about food. It's about gaining control in a life where you feel little control.
It's about gaining control in a life where you feel little control.
hmm, wow. I never saw it that way. I guess if it gets bad, I know what is doing it. I'm going down to go stare at the food cabinet again. I may not want to, but I may just come up with something just in case.
You dont have an eating disorder if this has been going on for a week. Sometimes our desire to eat does up and down, its not a huge deal.
haha, it's the first time it's ever been down and I feel somewhat healthy. usually, the only time I don't eat much is when I'm throwing up(even then, I force a hot pocket...even though I know the result...)