Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Insatiable. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]babycitrus69[/m] at 12:36 pm on June 1, 2008[quote]I feel as if I must be someone so perverse and sadistic. I hurt the one I care about, and I do feel guilty and shame, but I go ahead and do it again and again. There's something in that, so addicting, in hiding in lies, even after they backfire.. they always do. And it's not as if he doesn't do what I would like them to do, I just do not feel satisfied in life, and so I look to others (him) to fill that gap. A perfect romance certainly doesn't exist, so I should work on this one and not wonder what the other one is thinking about, or what he feels like, tastes like. :([/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post babycitrus69 Posted at 12:36 pm on June 1, 2008 I feel as if I must be someone so perverse and sadistic. I hurt the one I care about, and I do feel guilty and shame, but I go ahead and do it again and again. There's something in that, so addicting, in hiding in lies, even after they backfire.. they always do. And it's not as if he doesn't do what I would like them to do, I just do not feel satisfied in life, and so I look to others (him) to fill that gap. A perfect romance certainly doesn't exist, so I should work on this one and not wonder what the other one is thinking about, or what he feels like, tastes like. :(

Replies bluerosedangel Posted at 12:51 pm on June 1, 2008 Hmm....I thought there would be a Darren Hayes video here.. Because he did a song called insatiable... I would try to stick it out with one guy.   Otherwise, you're going to be miserable your whole life.