the first week in college, i felt like i made friends right off the bat. i had a new group of friends, and we hung out pretty much everyday. but lately, they don't invite me anywhere anymore. i only see them in class. it's like they've lost interest hanging out with me. i invite them places and stuff, but they are always busy. it's like i got ousted.

me and my roommate don't bond at all. we have nothing in common. we run out of things to talk about within a minute. we're friendly, but we don't hang out ever.

and now here i am, sitting alone on my room. on the verge of tears. i'm just so lonely.

and plus, there is this big rave next weekend that EVERYONE is going to. and i really want to go, but i have nobody to go with :( and it won't be fun at all if i don't go with anyone like a group of friends. it's like going to a dance by yourself. and what about halloween??

ahhh. i feel so lonely. and i feel like i'm missing out.