At the start of freshman year, my parents got me a one bedroom apartment to live in, instead of the dorms. I'm not sure why they did that, but initially I was happy living with myself. Don't have to share shit. As the months passed by, I started to feel more and more lonely and depressed. I now realize that living by yourself is a fucking terrible idea if you're a freshman. So learn from me, and never do it. It may sound awesome to some, but it ends in misery. I usually don't mind being alone, but this sucks.
I understand COMPLETELY I had a roommate until winter break, then she moved out [couldn't pay for it anymore] and I came back from winter break lonely and depressed. I just came from classes to my room and back again. It helped keep my homework up, but I like living with others. Luckily she lives on campus now, so we spend more time together. But that first month was terrible. I hope you can make it through the rest of the year :] and that you've found someone to room with next year.
it must be really great i cant wait to get out of my parents house and being so free to do whatever i want whenever i want. i cant see anything wrong with this. id rather be a lil lonely when im home sometimes then live with my parents any longer. besides if i was u id just have people over often..