She's a christian and she said that her first criteria for a boyfriend must be a christian. im not.
She's really nice and a pro-christian. I really love her. I've told her that i love her, and all she said was thank you.
I asked her if we're possible once, she replied "do you know? impossible means i m possible, so anything is possible =)"
This really sucks. I always get jealous when she's talking to other guys, really closely. She's oblivious that i always get jealous.
My question - Is the reason why she didnt say no because she doesnt want to hurt me? Im really stressed out thinking about this relationship. Its been 2 years now and I've always try to be there for her. Please help me out.
Its been 2 years now and I've always try to be there for her.
That's your first mistake. Stop being there for her. Make her think you don't really care anymore (easiest way is to actually stop caring, but at least pretend if anything).
im thinking of converting too, but its not that easy isnt it?
That's major supplication. Absolutely do not do this. She will NOT respect you for that and it will not help you get her.
im afraid so, i just hope that she can just tell me how she feels. should i just ask her?
No. You've been waiting for f*cking TWO YEARS and you don't know how she feels? She is CLEARLY NOT INTERESTED. Don't debase yourself by asking her anything of the sort.
If it's been two years and nothing's happened, my thoughts are that nothing will ever happen.
SO maybe shes lying. :D