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Have you ever held a blade to your wrist? have you ever wanted so much to die? or at least be able to hurt yourself? Am I weak because I can't harm myself? Or am I strong for living?
I don't why I'm this way. I don't know why I want to die. I have everything I could want. Maybe I'm a spoilt rotten child. Or maybe everyone else is blind
I feel so alone. I feel so depressed. I see my life and wish it would end. I don't want to feel like this any more. Am I my own worst enemy?