Trying to fit in
trying so hard,
so the laughing will stop,
so the pain will stop.

Every name in the book
being shouted at me,
not doing anything wrong,
just tring to be myself.

They say to be yourself,
that you'll make friends that way.
They say you'll fit in,
If you be yourself.

Getting laughed at for who i am,
for what i stand for,
for being smart,
for following all the rules.

Found a couple friends,
not in my class,
one of them moved,
feel lonley agian.

No matter what I do
I can't make the laughing go away,
but, I get smarter, start to ignore the laughter
start to find some good in a cruel world.

Start a new school,
meet some new people.
The ones who don't quite fit in ethier
the ones who become my friends.

Still stuck in a rut,
afraid to get out,
afraid to truly be myself,
to be social.

Told to talk more,
asked to go places.
Not use to ethier,
so I am afriad.

I hope I can over come the rut I'm in one day.
be totaly open and not get laughed at.
Be able to speak and not fear that if i say something wrong i'll be made fun of.
Be able to go places with my friends and not feel out of place.

I wait for that day still,
all my friends help with what they can.
but I still fear,
so I wait for that day.

Plz comment or give me things that i can do better