See, I always saw my friends when they would drink and they would all become happy, extremely social, funny and daring.
I drink and I become depressed. I cry and cry and think about how much "my life sucks" and then I seclude myself from the world the next day. I don't even leave my house..This has happened about three times before.
I know you're going to say "Uhm. Stop drinking??" but that isn't what I am here for....I am actually thinking- is this something dealing with much more psychology than I would think?
IDK.
Maybe you're not as happy as you think you are?
Or, maybe you're not and drinking just brings out your bad side. Don't worry about it too much, either way it won't do to dwell on such things.