I'm taking four classes: Cinema History Composition (English) Math
The course load feels like way too much. I have a total of 394 pages to read, three directors to research, three essays to write and 8 pages of math problems to do - all by next weeks classes. This alone terrifies me.
So I take a deep breath. Concentrate. Choose one thing to focus on at a time. And I feel so retarded. I'm not smart enough to deal with this. I don't feel like I can do this.
And I don't know what to do.
I work on the days I don't have class. I can't drop any classes because I barely have enough credits to keep my "good student" car insurance discount (which saves me over $150). I can't afford to quit my job.
I'm freaking out. And I feel so alone about this.
You're not alone. I was just talking to some guy on Wednesday who is having the same problem. He probably has at least 12 credits, maybe 16, and is working 32 hours a week. He said, "I'm so tired, I don't know how people do this." Poor guy.
Same here. 13 units and at least 30 hours a week. Plus my family expects me to take care of them.
I'm in my first year of a community college too, and the workload is nothing even close to what your going through.