Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic A nobody Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]bigdutchman[/m] at 12:26 am on July 6, 2008[quote]Witness Darwinism in progress...[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Another Chance Posted at 12:23 am on July 6, 2008 I can barely stand not having a job anymore. The only job I've ever had for three years I lost because of issues with school. Long story. I pretty much grew up at the movies. It was my second home and life. Free movies, great girls, and fun parties. It was awesome. Now I can't find a job and I've tried everything. Shit. When I lost that job, I think I lost a part of me. It was my life. I met this amazing perfect girl when I was working there. I pretty much knew that I wasn't good enough for her, and that she was way out of my league. The exact time I first encountered her, she met her boyfriend. We worked together for over a year. I knew she had a boyfriend, but she kept making me believe that I could have something with her. Guess she didn't know, and does that to all the guys. And like a fool, I believed. I didn't give up. I tried everything I could to win her over and just let her know that I was more than interested. Until I realized it wasn't going to happen. Like a fool I moped around with my heart broken for the longest time. Now, I consider myself over it, and it being a mistake learned from. I get dreams though, of her. Lately I've been having dreams about her. The gal of my dreams. And I wake up everyday and realize it's only a dream, and that shes gone out of my life for good. I just can't believe that she doesn't feel anything about me. She probably even forgot I existed. She was my world. My parents must think I'm gay. Truth is, I just go for the wrong girls. I'm lost and confused. I don't know who I am, or who to be. As of now, I have no social circle. As of now, I'm nothing. A nobody, not doing anything with myself. The pressure this sort of society puts on a person can be unbearable. As of now I feel as though I'm just wasting oxygen. Stuck in this hole. Trying my best to escape, but I can't. I just wanna be someone, and be with someone.

Replies Uruz 7 Posted at 6:29 pm on July 9, 2008 Trust me, the last thing you want would be to actually HAVE the wrong girl. . Its for the better good things turn ugly first rather than later, the impact would be much harder by then. And here's the catch - there's no such thing as the perfect girl. I've been hearing teh same thing for ages and ages, every single girl a guy meets is the PERFECT one. Then a few months later, the next girl he meets on the street is the PERFECT one. I've been keeping tags on the so called PERFECT ones, and, hell - every next offer is better than the last, so I'd rather wait until life offers someone truly, absolutely, no scathes (ZERO mind you, if I can find even just one thing, you're off the shopping list haha) perfect. One thing though, it seems you've come to your senses, at least a good start. The amazing thing is, the fact you can be aware that you're wasting oxygen puts you a step above the rest. Congrats for learning to be more aware of those around you. Many losers never even consider the fact that they even breathe lest consume our precious food, and crap all over the place for humanity. Before you can be with someone, try to be with yourself. As soon as you are at peace with yourself, then you could impart that to another person. lovelikeadove Posted at 12:29 am on July 6, 2008 i wanna be someone to....thats y my mom got me into acting...i model and i sing and i have guest stared on hanah montana and everything Another Chance Posted at 12:26 am on July 6, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations bigdutchman Posted at 12:26 am on July 6, 2008 Witness Darwinism in progress... SobekPriestess49 Posted at 12:23 am on July 6, 2008 Post from this position was omitted due to content violations All 5 previous replies displayed.