1. I'm a writer, and I've been working on this "saga" for the past 8 years. I nearly wound up working with a producer who put me through all sorts of shit, intentional or not, and I never want to go through that again. I lost 3 friendships as well, because of that.
2. I had a crush on this girl in highschool and we were pretty close as friends. But because Mr. Producer verbally abused her, calling her a destructive amateur, she refused to have anything to do with me and my friends. After all we've been through, then she called me a gutless 2-face coward, WHICH I'M NOT. Then she flirted with my best friend AFTERWARD!!!
3. Everything built to a climax yesterday. a) I attend a funeral of a person who was like one of the last remaining links to my childhood, and I hate people dying! b) I get home, after a 2-hour drive there and back, and that girl started her shit all over. I couldn't handle it. c) Then the computer temperature went out of control and my hard-drive collapsed (CPU error) d) My best friend starts blaming me, but I know nothing about tech. and I had no idea that I had faulty fans etc. So the hard-drive could be buggered! THRILLING!!! e) I decide to watch a video, but the VCR won't work. To move the frame with the TV is like moving 10 fridges. I wasn't going to break my back simply so I could find one little obscure cord in amongst all the spaghetti. But I was still pissed off.
Everything's just come together, like that song on "Bat Out Of Hell 2", LIFE IS A LEMON, and they all scream "It's Defective!" everything time a question is asked. I'm so out of it, frustrated, upset, depressed, helpless and almost numb.
But seriously...the girl yelled at you because YOU DIDN'T STAND UP FOR HER!!
There are other agents out there, you know. Prove to her that you're a man by dumping that agent and finding another one that won't dis her.