Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic This past month.. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]wtflolzers99[/m] at 5:46 pm on Nov. 27, 2008[quote]Still that's probably pretty hard if you have an addictive personality like me. I was/am headed down a slippery slope with adderall and dexedrine, until i did coke last night. I don't have a reliable connect, but im gonna make some calls. I didn't do it at a party, but i can imagine how much fun it would be to do lines before going to a party. I just wished it lasted longer. [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post The Spaz Posted at 11:55 am on Nov. 27, 2008 I've tried shit I never thought I would have in a million years. For some reason I have a really good supply of drugs right now and can get whatever I want. I tried ecstacy for the first time. I rolled on some speed based pills, then tried some heroin base and some ketamine base. I would have to say the speed was my favorite. Then I tried shrooms for my first time at a party while I was already drunk, got smoked out, and railed 2 lines of vicodin. That was a crazy night, first night I have ever hallucinated. I think what we had was called texas gold caps or something, it was pretty legit. Then just recently I have got into coke, now this is the one that is starting to scare me a little bit. At first I didn't really like it, it fealt lame compared to any other drugs I have taken, but last night I couldn't stop. It was line after line after line. Now that I've waken up, its kind of all i've been thinking about. I really want some more. I just don't want to get addicted to it right now. I just got my paycheck and a side of me wants to run out and buy a ton more, but I need that money for other shit. It kinda sucks. This is just my little rant I guess... thanks for reading.

Replies wtflolzers99 Posted at 5:46 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Still that's probably pretty hard if you have an addictive personality like me. I was/am headed down a slippery slope with adderall and dexedrine, until i did coke last night. I don't have a reliable connect, but im gonna make some calls. I didn't do it at a party, but i can imagine how much fun it would be to do lines before going to a party. I just wished it lasted longer. wtflolzers99 Posted at 5:44 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Quote: from The Spaz at 5:28 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Yeah man. I'm going to try and keep it even less than that. Maybe like twice a month.. at the most. I only like doing it at a parties really. then just make a rule that you will not do coke by yourself The Spaz Posted at 5:28 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Yeah man. I'm going to try and keep it even less than that. Maybe like twice a month.. at the most. I only like doing it at a parties really. wtflolzers99 Posted at 5:25 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 im in the same situation with coke man. I just say, set yourself some rules, and don't break them, not matter once. Maybe limit yourself to 2 nights a week, no matter what? Ive done a lot of reading and it seems coke can get out of control fast. Like people with tolerances can go through a 1/4 O in a night to get them the same place a half gram used to get them. The Spaz Posted at 5:23 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Yeah, I don't believe I am addicted to anything. I've tried a lot of different drugs, but it was just experimentation. I can say no when I want to. I actually have half a gram of coke right now, and I haven't touched it all day. Just for the soul fact to prove to myself that I could do it. I really want to rail that shit right now though, I'm not going to lie. Haha. greatescape Posted at 1:15 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Quote: from Frubeling at 3:08 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Quote: from greatescape11 at 9:02 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Quote: from Frubeling at 1:57 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 This is when drugs really reach the bad end of the spectrum, youve gone too far, way too far    You're rather naIVe arent you? No, just that in this case, I think that that amount of drugs is a teensy bit much. If it's getting out of control, yeah.  However you were being a bit overdramatic about the whole thing.  The situation can be resolved by slowly starting to monitor and cut back on drug experimentation, as the OP seems to only be addicted to the behavior itself, rather than the actual drugs Frubeling Posted at 1:08 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Quote: from greatescape11 at 9:02 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Quote: from Frubeling at 1:57 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 This is when drugs really reach the bad end of the spectrum, youve gone too far, way too far You're rather naIVe arent you? No, just that in this case, I think that that amount of drugs is a teensy bit much.   greatescape Posted at 1:02 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Quote: from Frubeling at 1:57 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 This is when drugs really reach the bad end of the spectrum, youve gone too far, way too far You're rather naIVe arent you? styX Posted at 12:44 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 Shift to reverse and hammer the throttle. rickyspeople Posted at 12:20 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 i think you need to deal with reality...problems start when substance use shifts from a want to a need. you don't seem at this point to be completely addicted, and you really should try and make at least a small effort to prioritize things in life, esp. money things pm if you need to j9nin Posted at 12:04 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 How old are you? Do you pay rent and buy your own food and pay for electricity and water and such. If you spend your money on drugs, where will you end up living. I'm not lecturing, I did a lot of drugs and acid was my favorite. I stopped and am doing good now, I haven't been tempted in about two years. I don't know what to tell you, I only know what I did. I got help and stated going to NA and AA meetings. I am now respected in my social group for what I've accomplished. Think about where you are headed and what kind of life you want. We have a saying, this kind of behavior leads to three places: Prison, Asylums, Cemeteries   arwen rashka Posted at 12:03 pm on Nov. 27, 2008 My boyfriend says touch that shit and he'll kick you in the nuts. He's done 'em all, texas gold caps, everything. It's not worth it, he says. Martin1313 Posted at 11:58 am on Nov. 27, 2008 Control yourself. Don't buy anymore drugs. arwen rashka Posted at 11:58 am on Nov. 27, 2008 Sounds like you're spiraling downwards. "If you don't stand for something then you'll fall for everything." You said it yourself. Where are the limits that you're setting for yourself? Have you set any? Do you know when to stop? Cocaine is SO addicting. My boyfriend stopped cocaine, but he fiends for it every day, and he's been clean for 4 months. Don't start that shit, please. No one needs to go down that path. Four King Ace Posted at 11:57 am on Nov. 27, 2008 You're kool, I wish I took drugs so I could be kool too. Most recent 15 of 16 previous replies displayed.