I know sometimes with weeds it's all in your head when you get bad highs, so I hope I don't continue the path of bad highs and unnecessary paranoid thoughts, and can control myself when starting up again.
Drugs have never mixed well with me. Even drugs given to me by my doctor. I'm one of those weird people where drugs never make me feel good, but make me feel weird and the opposite. Lmao.
Anyways, that was my quick and worthless topic about smoking up again.
The number one thing is your comfort level. Are you comfortable with marijuana? Comfortable with the people you are with? Comfortable in the chair your sitting in? If your uncomfortable with anything in the setting, weather physical or psycological, you can get an anxious high.
Also, the weed itself could do it. A strong sativa will provide you with a surging head high, that could feel enough like anxiety to actually make you anxious. Also, low quality weed will give you bad high's in general.
I have never had a bad enough high were I can't tell myself "It's just cause I'm high" and calm the fuck down:P
If you're starting up again I recommend not smoking so much or at least at the beginning anyway because it will just cause your attacks to come back before you realize, well, most likely, I've seen it happen to a friend of mine I used to know. Just be careful.
I was thinking that same thing. I can tell you what, though. Being high and having an anxiety attack at the same time is not fun at all. For me at least. You feel like crawling out of your body, which is why I stopped. I'm going to take it slow, and not smoke as much as I use to. Mostly at night to help me free my mind and sleep at night.
For me Purple used to be the best to call me down... once I took Xannax with it when I was really stressed and freaking out and it calmed me down and put me to sleep.
I was unaware that weed highs were referred to as "trips".
Well, I guess I shouldn't of used the word trip, but using the words trip balls sounded about right. lmao