Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Checking into rehab. Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]LtrOusRtD[/m] at 12:20 am on Jan. 8, 2009[quote]Good luck.. and when you get back.. move to some place else cause it will be less likely you will relapse[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Anonymous Posted at 12:18 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Tomorrow I'm checking into rehab. I'm really afraid of the detox part. I tried getting off of drugs on my own before, but withdrawal just hurt too bad. I know it's time, though. I don't even know who I am anymore. Two years ago I never would have guessed that I would be addicted to heroin. I would have laughed in your face if you told me I was going to try meth. I would have punched you in the face if you told me that I would sleep with my dealer and his friends to score when I was low on cash. I disgust myself. I'm checking into an in-patient program halfway across the country. My aunt is driving me to the airport. I'm going to miss my dad, but I know that he probably won't miss me. I've disappointed him too much. I know that odds are I'm going to relapse when I get through with the program. I really hope I can get over this, though. I won't be able to go back home again, I'm pretty sure. I need to cut off all ties with everyone I hang out with. Christ, I need to pull myself together. Wish me luck?

Replies pInKiE Posted at 8:18 am on Jan. 8, 2009 I wish you the best. It's tough.  If you ever need someone to talk to, you can pm me any time.  I've been through the whole addiction/rehab thing as well... See Me Now Posted at 12:34 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Quote: from Anonymous at 12:24 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Quote: from seemenow1990 at 3:22 am on Jan. 8, 2009 I wish you all the best. You know what.. you're the only one who will keep you from succeeding. By saying a relapse is going to happen, it will. Keep your eye on the prize, and you'll be just fine. I'm not saying I'm going to. I'm saying that the odds are 3 to 1 that a person who leaves rehab relapses. To this I say: Fuck the odds. You're going to be fine. Azi Posted at 12:27 am on Jan. 8, 2009 I watched Requiem for a Dream... I will never do heroin.... Anonymous Posted at 12:24 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Quote: from seemenow1990 at 3:22 am on Jan. 8, 2009 I wish you all the best. You know what.. you're the only one who will keep you from succeeding. By saying a relapse is going to happen, it will. Keep your eye on the prize, and you'll be just fine. I'm not saying I'm going to. I'm saying that the odds are 3 to 1 that a person who leaves rehab relapses. See Me Now Posted at 12:22 am on Jan. 8, 2009 I wish you all the best. You know what.. you're the only one who will keep you from succeeding. By saying a relapse is going to happen, it will. Keep your eye on the prize, and you'll be just fine. Lewdness Posted at 12:22 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Godspeed! Also, why are you going to rehab with a negative mindset already? You're not even there! You *will* make it and no relapses. Think positive. It's really good to know that you're taking charge of your life. Best of luck. bend Posted at 12:21 am on Jan. 8, 2009 good luck lucid dreams19 Posted at 12:21 am on Jan. 8, 2009 good luck! Mein Alias Posted at 12:21 am on Jan. 8, 2009 What camp are you going to? I assure you I wont get a job there as a chef and put said substance into your favorite dish. Bakker Posted at 12:21 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Best of luck <3 MR UNKNOWN Posted at 12:20 am on Jan. 8, 2009 luck wished I'm sure your dad will miss you. and you control your reality. if you wanna relapes, you will. Precarious Posted at 12:20 am on Jan. 8, 2009 good luck honestly i know what it feels to give into addiction to the point where your life isnt a life worth living. i hope you can get through it LtrOusRtD Posted at 12:20 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Good luck.. and when you get back.. move to some place else cause it will be less likely you will relapse Hoebag Posted at 12:20 am on Jan. 8, 2009 Good luck! and remember, you can do this ^______^ filthh Posted at 12:19 am on Jan. 8, 2009 GOOD LUCK! Most recent 15 of 15 previous replies displayed.