i left for my first semester of college back in august. at first, i only smoked every once in awhile. no way was i addicted. i had smoked maybe one every couple months or so haha. i did it, but not often.
then when i went to college and went to more parties, i started doing it wayyyyy more. it became a daily thing. then after becoming a daily thing, it came to the point where i smoked like half a pack a day.
then to the point where it was like "okay....i NEED a cigarette right now or i'll explode" when i was sitting in class.
by the end of the semester, i was smoking about a pack a day.
i was pretty sure i was addicted. i smoked a lot, both around others and by myself. it felt good. i always smoked when i was stressed.
but then i came home for christmas break. i smoked like 5 on the first night. then, the next day i didn't get an oppurtunity to sneak out from my parents house and smoke one. but the thing is, i didn't "feel the need". and from then on...3 weeks later, i STILL haven't had one. not a single cigarette.
i'm kind of amazed. i've been smoking up a storm for about 4-5 months now. about 2 months ago, i was pretty sure i was actually addicted. i was up to a pack a day, always craving a cigarette. but now that i'm home, i feel no desire to have one. i've gone 3 weeks without one.
i'm not saying it's a bad thing, i'm just kinda of surprised lol.
After my first puff. Literaly. I have a "highly addictive personality"
I have a "highly addictive personality"