Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic Violence and Anger Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]musicfan3[/m] at 6:59 pm on Oct. 11, 2008[quote]Take things one thing at a time. Don't overload yourself. Pm me if you wanna talk.[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Uptown Swag Posted at 6:57 pm on Oct. 11, 2008 I've no reason to truly be angry at anything. Or...so I think. All my life I have been seen as weak, or nothing special. In school I was bullied, but not anymore since like 6th grade. I'm a junior soon 2 be. But now I'm stronger, but still afraid of a lot of stuff. I'm bad with girls, and I feel like I will be alone forever. Sometimes I'm really sad. I can cry because of how ugly and disgusting I am. My religion doesnt seem to help me much. I'd go to therapy, but I can't, I'd be a freak. I dont need anything to really complicate my life anymore right now. Feelings from the past WAY PAST, from like when my parents divorced are coming back. Nothing is happening in my life yet all these thoughts that I can't express seems to complicate it all. I just want it all to go away. I want to hurt things. Pain and destruction are things that truly make me happy and make me feel alive. Sometimes I want revenge...but on the wrong people. I want to create chaos and confusion in my school. They all need to see that life isnt as great as they think it is. Idk...I feel invisible too. I want to hurt. I need to hurt. But I dont want to. Help?

Replies savetheoceans Posted at 7:02 pm on Oct. 11, 2008 I understand. But, don't inflict on other people, let them do whatever they want but, you - you must be different because obviously you are different. There are just some people in this world that are not meant to be with others because they think differently, look differently, etc. I don't think it's a bad thing - I've never found someone who I can truly relate too - someone who thinks of things along the lines as I. Please don't feel you need to hurt things. That is definitely not the solution. I've felt the same way once, but I resented because I realized how stupid and a waste of time it is to do so. & trust me, one day you will feel everything come into place. High school sucks ass, some people can never fit in because you are being constantly judged, in college it will be different, new people, new school. Just suck it up for another three years. I have a little less than two to go. Uptown Swag Posted at 7:01 pm on Oct. 11, 2008 Quote: from GongShow at 7:00 pm on Oct. 11, 2008 grow a pair... wow Thanks. I'll try that. GongShow Posted at 7:00 pm on Oct. 11, 2008 grow a pair... wow musicfan3 Posted at 6:59 pm on Oct. 11, 2008 Take things one thing at a time. Don't overload yourself. Pm me if you wanna talk. All 4 previous replies displayed.