Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I don't cut but i do equally Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]duesxmachina[/m] at 5:00 pm on Oct. 22, 2008[quote]for one thing my body always feels lopsided. which is one reason i hate having some flab because i literally feel weighted down. sometimes when im walking around my skin feels like its hovering over my bones instead of sticking tightly to it...so i'll squeeze it or rub it  pour water on it until i feel it. also i always have to do at least 60 pushups every half hour. or i start to feel "man booby". i keep thinking it'll make it go away but i doesn't. then i'll run away and do leg stretches cause if somebody sees me doing it all ocd like i'll get myself in an awkward moment. then the worst is i compulsively pick at zits in public. i hate it i know it looks weird but i just FEEL them like they were mosquitos. it feels so different from normal skin i'll be talking to someone then, even if there isn't a zit there i'll just squeeze skin. face, chest, back. theres huge red marks all over my body where i squeeze it thinking theres zits or clogged pores. i hate it. well...am i weird?(am i evil?) [/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post duesxmachina Posted at 5:00 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 for one thing my body always feels lopsided. which is one reason i hate having some flab because i literally feel weighted down. sometimes when im walking around my skin feels like its hovering over my bones instead of sticking tightly to it...so i'll squeeze it or rub it  pour water on it until i feel it. also i always have to do at least 60 pushups every half hour. or i start to feel "man booby". i keep thinking it'll make it go away but i doesn't. then i'll run away and do leg stretches cause if somebody sees me doing it all ocd like i'll get myself in an awkward moment. then the worst is i compulsively pick at zits in public. i hate it i know it looks weird but i just FEEL them like they were mosquitos. it feels so different from normal skin i'll be talking to someone then, even if there isn't a zit there i'll just squeeze skin. face, chest, back. theres huge red marks all over my body where i squeeze it thinking theres zits or clogged pores. i hate it. well...am i weird?(am i evil?)

Replies Mindwalker Posted at 7:08 am on Oct. 27, 2008 Quote: from duesxmachina at 12:09 am on Oct. 23, 2008 i have gotten help but no one has told me what to do that makes sense. seeing a psychologist makes sense. duesxmachina Posted at 9:09 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 i have gotten help but no one has told me what to do that makes sense. Mindwalker Posted at 6:37 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 This is OCD, seek a professional. I wish I could fully help with this one... duesxmachina Posted at 5:04 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 how do i make that feeling go away? i scrub and scratch but my skin always feels strange! and floaty. Talk Show Host Posted at 5:03 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 yes, evil. Catzcore Posted at 5:02 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 just OCD, not evil but not quite.. Average? rawrr Posted at 5:02 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 a little obsessive of your body image, but not weird. the other 2 things aren't that bad, but picking your zits in public is just seen as .. idk a little gross to other people, so maybe dont do that one. Googoie Posted at 5:01 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 C Not evil... bosss Posted at 5:01 pm on Oct. 22, 2008 no All 9 previous replies displayed.