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Topic I hate who I am. I want to start over.
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iamironman Posted at 7:34 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
This applies to real life. Not LW. I don't give a shit here.
I hate that people know so much about me.
I hate that people know I solve Rubik's Cubes
I hate that people know my brother has brain cancer
I hate that they know I like disc golf
I hate that people know I like politics
I don't want people to know what music I listen to, what I read, watch, anything.
I hate that people know I am on medication.

I lived a high profile life for too long. People know me.

I want to be the loner. The guy no one knows nothing about. The guy who people don't talk to because they think they SHOULD. People don't care.

I don't care about them. I want to start over. Go somewhere where people DO know nothing about me. and I want those people to stay that way.


Fuck people.

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iamironman Posted at 8:04 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
Quote: from Unaccepted at 10:56 pm on Nov. 2, 2008

If you don't let people who want to help inside, you won't be happy.


I'm already not happy. But then I let someone close to me. Someone at school who I thought was a good friend.

She then turns around, and calls me arrogant for talking about my brother too much. My brother has fucking brain cancer! I am allowed to talk about it!

Unaccepted Posted at 7:56 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
If you don't let people who want to help inside, you won't be happy.
blufindr Posted at 7:47 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
Quote: from HatesYou at 2:42 pm on Nov. 3, 2008

Quote: from blufindr at 10:41 pm on Nov. 2, 2008

But I love you
You love everybody.

I'm a hippie. Sharing the love.

I Am Rally Smrt Posted at 7:44 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
I'm going to post this again, because the mods are assholes: SUCK IT UP.
HatesYou Posted at 7:42 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
Quote: from blufindr at 10:41 pm on Nov. 2, 2008

But I love you
You love everybody.
blufindr Posted at 7:41 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
But I love you
chelseamorgan Posted at 7:41 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
I feel that way too.
I really want to move to this vague place and start over.
Sarge Posted at 7:40 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
Grass is always greener on the other side, son. I used to be they way you're describing. It was shitty as hell, I hated it.
HatesYou Posted at 7:38 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
Quote: from iamironman at 10:36 pm on Nov. 2, 2008

I am. But that is too far away. I want to change now.
Yeah.
L I F E S so G O O D Posted at 7:38 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
I'm confused.
HatesYou Posted at 7:37 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
Quote: from NoNoNora383 at 10:36 pm on Nov. 2, 2008

H, you can't hide forever. There's no way to completely alone. You can run and you can stay away but it won't last. It won't last for anybody. It never does.
No.  But moving away and starting over is always reassuring.  Gives you time and space to think things through.  You can always return to your old place and visit, but with a better head on your shoulders.
imSOFAKINGrad Posted at 7:37 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
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I Am Rally Smrt Posted at 7:36 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
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iamironman Posted at 7:36 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
Quote: from HatesYou at 10:35 pm on Nov. 2, 2008

So for Uni, go somewhere far away and do just that. Start over.


I am. But that is too far away. I want to change now.

seekingsimplicity Posted at 7:36 pm on Nov. 2, 2008
how old are you?
any chance you can go far away in the near future?
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