my heart feels literally broken. no. SHATTERED. Like someone just threw a baseball at my heart and shattered it into a million pieces, and put a hole in my heart. Now i need God to help me fill that hole right up and help pick up the pieces of my heart. I know time will heal and all that crap, so don't give me that. and that, "you should go talk to him!!" YEA RIGHT. He lives in Flordia. He has another life now.
Well there is a bonus room above my garage, and its the biggest room in the whole house. there is a love seat, a big long couch, and a chair, and a flat screen TV in it. I feel so alone
But what do you think I should do to sleep better? I have been crying so much, that my eyes are so swollen that it makes me look Asian. LITERALLY. -no pun intended- Mascara is streaked down my face. I feel literally numb
For those who have been heartbroken before, how did you guys get to sleep?
BTW: please dont suggest alchohol, it doesn't help anything.
So just try to clear your mind and lay down.
For the meantime *hug* May your future be bright and trust Jesus and all of his comfort.