To be seen as beautiful and loved for who I am. My own little fairy tale.
I guess you can say I am VERY bipolar and its been difficult finding "Mr. Right". But I know he's out there.
I guess that's why I have a million pictures. When I am in front of the camera; I feel pretty. Its like for that brief moment, I'm flawless. I find the female body to be gorgeous, so I like to pose pinup style. (majority of my pictures are naked or lacking clothing). It's like this weird love affair with the camera. Which is prolly why I wanna be a pinup girl so bad. Bigger girls can be pretty too. (going to catch fuckin hell for this post). Even if its in secret for the time being.