Quoting Post Archived Topic: It will not be bumped to the top of the forum. Topic I just don't want to anymore Membername   Not a member? Sign Up Free (takes 20 seconds) Password   Forgotten your password? Post Font: Verdana Arial Black Georgia Comic Sans Impact   Size: Tiny Normal Big Huge   Color: Default Dark Red Red Orange Brown Green Olive Cyan Blue Dark Blue Indigo Black [ Check Spelling ] [ Post Preview ] [ LiveTags ] Quote: from [m]acalypha[/m] at 8:01 am on Aug. 21, 2008[quote]she sounds horrible. she needs counciling[/quote] FAQ Keyword Search: Post Options Favorites Manager Notify me of new replies to this topic by email Notify me of new replies to this topic by private message Original Post Lulamae Posted at 7:58 am on Aug. 21, 2008 All she ever does is yell at me. I have a massive load of homework, but hse never notices that I do it and how well I do it. so, all she does is yell about how little I'm doing for school. and she keeps yelling at me for being so lazy and telling me how I'm going to fail. Today while she was yelling at me I yelled at her that she's a horrible mother. I know, it's not nice, and it really just slipped out...and she started hitting me. I started having a flash-back and was yelling at her to stop, but she wouldn't...and she never accepts how much I'm hurting. Whenever i told her about my troubles at school she'd tell me to suck it up and stop whining. When she found out about the abuse and rape she wanted me to talk about it...but I didn't a month later she decided that she didn't believe me. Then I had a panic attack right in front of her and she decided that it was okay to believe me again. How can I love someone so much and still hate them at the same time?

Replies Al Legator Posted at 8:28 am on Aug. 21, 2008 You both need counselling. If she's willing spend a session or 2 or 3 dealing with the problems between you. I suspect she won't go though. Regardless of that, you really (really, please!) should go to a counsellor both to get some guidance on how to deal with the rape and also how to deal with your Mom. There may also be resources in your town like a Rape Crisis Centre (doesn't matter when the rape happened) who can help you or tell you who can help you. boom spencer boom Posted at 8:19 am on Aug. 21, 2008 WTF!? Omybloodyhell I am so sorry.. greenroses1622 Posted at 8:13 am on Aug. 21, 2008 I have the same relationship with my mom. Hate when she's around. Miss when she's gone. You just need to figure out a way to make her listen to u and tell her how u feel. Ariella Starr Posted at 8:08 am on Aug. 21, 2008 Sounds like my mom. acalypha Posted at 8:01 am on Aug. 21, 2008 she sounds horrible. she needs counciling All 5 previous replies displayed.