I just can't get over the fact that most of my friends are better that me at most things and that i aim way to high in life. I do something and I'm really pleased with it then I cop that my friend did it way better and its just to hard to feel happy for them and then I end up getting upset at myself for being a bitch and then the cop I'm upset and try and comfort me but what can I say "I'm upset because I'm jealous of you and you comforting me is just making it worse because I feel like even more of a bitch!"......done(for now)
I have friends like you and I don't know how to help/change them. Don't be so hard on yourself and don't compare yourself so much to others, because how well you do things isn't everything there is. But you probably know that right?